Catching up.

Happy Sunday! I finally got to catch up with Susan and Mecqué today. We had breakfast at Kitchen Story. They’re so much fun. I met their doggos too. 🥰

Afterwards, they gave me a lift to Fort Mason for the Renegade Craft Fair. I bought a few things – earrings, a beanie, and stationery. I love it all!

I’ve been playing a lot of Animal Crossing! Logging in hours and cleaning up both islands. 😊 November is flying. Please slow down. I’m planning to get a lot done this week! Work, applying to jobs, and wrapping up my certificate. I really hope I find something I like.

Niners 😭💔

Wishing you all a great week! Good night.

b

Hello November!

October came and went. I can’t believe it. Hope everyone had a nice Halloween! 🎃

I’m finishing up my class, still job searching, and helping my family. Sometimes it’s tough to balance, but I got this. 💪

Baseball is winding down. I’m very happy the Astros were able to push it to a game 6! More baseball on Tuesday. Can’t wait!!! I’m also following football and basketball. The time change happens in 6 days 😱 I’ll miss having the sun out up until 7pm.

Taking it a day at a time. I’m just very anxious 😩😢 I also need to breathe. When I’m stressed, I get very tense.

Just some thoughts before I sleep. Wishing you all a great week!

Good night.

b

SF 🧡

The game was a bummer. Still very sad, but I’ll be okay. 😭😩💔 But seriously, a check swing?!

It’ll take some time. This season was so much fun! I wish we were able to advance. Sighhh.

I will not allow any Giants slander. This team had guts, resiliency, and badass-ery!! I miss them all already. See y’all in 2022!!!

GO GIANTS 🖤🧡🎃

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Sports.

You win some. You lose some. And sometimes it’s downright heartbreaking! Niners lost to the Cardinals today. And yesterday’s game 2 of the NLDS was ugly.

Giants are in LA with the series tied 1-1. Wood is pitching for us. The last time I saw him was 9/18. He did pretty well. I’m hoping he does the same tomorrow. Scherzer is up for LA. I’d like to believe we’ll do well against him. Yeah, we’re the visiting team, but we’re 6-4 during the regular season. I like our chances. BEAT LA!!!!

Trey Lance! I saw a lot of good things, but at the end of the day he’s still a rookie. He’ll get there. Today’s game was winnable, but we didn’t do enough to get it. Bye week. Woo! See y’all again on 10/24. Go Niners!!!

It’s a new week. I’m looking forward to celebrating our sister’s birthday! My PH anniversary is tomorrow. Planning to do something nice for myself. Maybe I’ll order ice cream.

Wishing you all a great week! Take care.

Good night and Go Giants! 🖤🧡🎃

b

Time is winding down.

This title applies to many things going on in my life right now.

  1. The Giants got the win and man was it torturous! 10 games remaining, 2 game lead against our rivals. BEAT LA!!!! 🖤🧡🖤🧡
  2. Feeling discouraged because I shared the bday and Lupus fundraiser for our dear friend, Sarah and I’ve only gotten a handful of donations. Very thankful to those who have already donated! 🙏🏼 I hope we hit our goal before or on 10/16!!! 💜
  3. Lots of other things going on, but I’ll save that for another day.

Work went well. It’s just too quiet in the office, so I played my fave tunes to get through the day.

Starting anew is worth it!!!! ❤️

I’m taking more photos again. The fog was really pretty! 🌁

I’m tired, but I need to clean and study later. It’ll all get done.

Good night and Go Giants!!!!

b

20 years.

Photo credit: Getty Images

I was a 14 year old freshman in high school ready to take a math test and then everything was canceled. TVs were on in every classroom. The horrific images of that day. Everyone was sent home. 💔

I still feel sadness and anger. RIP to all the beautiful souls. Thinking of their families and loved ones. You are loved, missed, and remembered. 🤍

I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting today. My good deed of the day was donating to a fundraiser for a dear friend. 💜

I’m going to call it a night. I’m very tired.

Good night.

b

2-1!

Just going to leave that here! 😏 So much excitement from yesterday – I forgot to post! We finally got the W against Buehler and the series. And it’s no surprise, Steven Duggar was clutch!!! 🤩🥰 We’re back on the road, so please treat us well.

There’s still so much baseball to be played. A game at a time!!! I know we’re hungry for the division. 💪🖤🧡

I should be asleep, but I’m thinking about a lot right now. Please send prayers and good vibes my way. I’m dealing with anxiety!! 😔 Breathe.

Wishing you all a great week. Happy Labor Day!

b

Insomniac.

My sleep has been irregular for the last few months. I’m dealing with a lot of uncertainties. I’m trying to enjoy the ride, but those moments when I’m alone is when I feel it most. 😭 I’m so anxious too so that doesn’t help.

I’m keeping busy so I can make progress. So far it’s going alright.

Currently listening to Meg & Dia. I revert back to my twenties. Ups and downs, but I learned and experienced so much during those years! I hope the rest of my thirties will be just as eventful.

There’s just a lot to do in this lifetime, but taking it a day at a time. That’s all I can do. Onward! Keeping the faith and hoping for better days. I don’t like to dwell on the pandemic, but it’s impacted my life just like everyone else. I’m not able to freely do what I used to do. I’m changing my patterns and habits. I miss traveling. Probably won’t be able to until 2023. I always think of the future because of my health. Will I be healthy enough? Can I keep up? 😢

I’m doing my best to take care of myself and sometimes it doesn’t work out. I’m stubborn!

I’m getting sleepy so I’ll end it here. This is what’s been going on in my head.

Good night. 💜

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