Day 430.

It’s a new week, but I’ve been in my head a lot. I haven’t been able to snap out of my funk. I didn’t study at all this weekend. I’ve done a lot of thinking and I still don’t know what to do. Turn the page and start anew or stay another year? Sighhh.

I’ve been sleeping a lot. Avoidant behavior!!! This is how I coped in college too. It’s not healthy. I was so unproductive. And I’m thinking about this photo project now too. I gotta finish this module for class and start the next one. Must stay consistent!!

Giants won so that made me happy!! 🖤🧡🖤🧡 Dubs did too. 💙💛💙💛

I cut up a pineapple. It went alright. It was my first time doing it.

I washed some dishes and we ordered in for Mom and Dad’s anniversary. 💞

I’m ready to sleep. I’m tired. I’m looking forward to my brow wax tomorrow. Yay!!! It’s been too long.

Alright, I’m calling it a night. Btw, I played a lot of Animal Crossing. I have all my rooms, but my home loan is steep this time around! Just keep paying it off, little by little.

Good night and have a great week!!!

b

Day 416.

Happy Sunday!! Where did the weekend go? 🤧 I’m ready for the new week. Let’s do this!!

  • I got to sleep in again. Yay!!!
  • I had a very filling lunch. Lots of leftovers.
  • Animal Crossing update: I visited Ninten island! I used their dream address. It’s so nice! I was able to explore and look around. It’s top tier! I need to fix my island. 😂 I got my turnips, but I time traveled. Woo!
  • I got to study for an hour. Planning to get another lesson in before I sleep. It’ll be a busy morning for me all week. Gotta prioritize my sleep!! I got to nap which was nice.
  • There’s a lot to take care of tonight. I need to tidy up my desk space. And put my Sanrio things away. 🥰
  • Giants win in SD. Go Giants!!! 🖤🧡
  • We’re watching the news right now.
  • I think I need chocolate to keep me going tonight.

Hope your Sundays went well. Take care!!

Good night.

b

Day 413.

Happy Thursday!! It’s almost the weekend. I can’t wait!

  • I got a decent night’s sleep! It was great.
  • Work went well. It was really chill.
  • It was quite busy afterwards. We did some grocery shopping. But first I had a meeting to attend. Looking forward to the extra work, but like I said yesterday – May is going to be super busy for me!!
  • I got to catch the rest of the NFL Draft. We got Trey Lance! So very exciting. Go Niners! ❤️
  • Always thankful for groceries. I was able to get fruits and the necessities.
  • Animal Crossing update: I sold some turnips. I got to visit my sister’s island. It was a nice day on my island! I’ve got a bunch to fix. I’ll try to get it done this weekend.
  • I’ve got my CPR training class tomorrow. I’m hoping it’ll go well. Not sure who will be in attendance. Anxiety.
  • We got to watch Jeopardy! and Wheel of Fortune. We also saw Name That Tune.
  • I’m pretty tired. Hoping to sleep soon.
  • Thinking of my cousin today. It’s been three years since her passing. You are missed, Marian. RIP 🤍

Hope everyone had a great day. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 397.

Happy Tuesday! It was a busy one for me.

  • I tried my best to sleep early. It was tough.
  • Woke up at a decent time. I was able to wash dishes before getting ready for work.
  • I’m trying to watch what I eat. I shed almost 2 pounds!! ❤️
  • Work went well. But it’s just different. 😢 Transitional.
  • I had a really good dinner. Soba noodles, dumplings, and ramen. Asian food rules!!! 🥰
  • Hoping to help with groceries soon.
  • Animal Crossing update: I’m trying to get another villager photo. I’m gifting Goldie a lot of items. All is well on Mango! I might play a bit before bed.
  • Giants win!!!!! 🖤🧡🖤🧡
  • I’m hoping the rest of my week goes well. No photo taken today. 😞

Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 395.

Happy Sunday! It’s a new week. My spring break is officially over. It was restful. I’ll miss being able to sleep in. Back to work! 🙂

  • I was able to help my family secure vaccine appointments. 🧡 It was difficult to fall asleep, so I turned my insomnia into productivity.
  • I eventually fell asleep. I wanted to visit our Lola, but we’ll see her later this week. I ended up sleeping in for another hour or so.
  • I had my brunch and played some Animal Crossing. Really bummed that cherry blossom season is over. 😞🌸
  • I went for a walk with my sister to buy some things for our pasta dinner. It was a good shopping trip! I wish we would’ve bought ice cream. Next time. I also bought my coworker a going away present. Tomorrow is his last day. 😢
  • I really like pancetta! So good.
  • Just thinking of Dad. I hope he’ll be okay. Praying he feels better. 💗
  • I need a good night’s sleep.
  • Highlight of the day: catching up with our Lola on the phone. 🥰

Wishing you all a wonderful week. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 379.

TGIF! It was a long week, but I made it!

I’m so sleep deprived today. Target let me down. 😭💔 I placed an order for the Sanrio x ACNH Amiibo cards only for it to be canceled. It was a hot mess. I hope there’s a restock, but at this point it’s up in the air.

  • After that fiasco, I was able to nap before work. I’m feeling quite fatigued now, so I’m hoping to sleep early. Currently watching 101 Dalmatians with the sisters. ❤️
  • My aunt and I met a really cute dog named Fiona at a stoplight. She’s 9! So adorable. She’s my photo of the day.
  • Animal Crossing update: Usual business on Mango. I’ve got a vacant plot so I might look for a new villager before bed tonight. The zen bridge is slowly being paid off.
  • I’ve been thinking of extended family all week. 💕
  • My precious bag was delivered today! I can’t wait to unbox it later.
  • I plan to study most of the weekend. 📒
  • 2nd vaccine is on Sunday. Anxious, but looking forward to it.
  • I got to catch up with my good friend, Chris via text. I hope he can secure a vaccine appointment!!
  • I just want to be productive this weekend. That’s my goal.

Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care and enjoy the weekend!

Good night.

b

Day 377.

My day went alright, but I’m dealing with a lot of feelings and emotions. The current events are taking a toll on me. I’m trying to breathe and take it a day at a time.

My question for myself right now is: What’s next? I’m approaching the next steps with my potential career. I’m a bit frustrated. 😣😫 Do I go back to school? What to do?!

  • Animal Crossing update: all is well on Mango. I’m hoping to revamp stuff this weekend. But I gotta earn my play time! Still hoping I can secure the Sanrio cards. PLSSS.
  • It’s our Tito’s 40 days since his passing. RIP Tito Timmy. 🤍 It was nice to see family and friends.
  • Thinking of securing another Telfar bag. But which color? I’ll figure that out next week.
  • I’m pretty tired tonight. Not sure if I have the energy to study. I might just do it tomorrow morning.
  • I just feel really crappy tonight. I need a shower and a good night’s sleep. I’m dealing with terrible anxiety. 😭
  • Lastly, it was nice to see our Lola’s rehab progress. I hope to visit her again this upcoming weekend. 💕

I hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 355.

Happy Tuesday! 🙂 It’s been a very interesting day. Praying for those dealing with sadness, anger, and betrayal. 🤍

  • My sleep study is going well! Just getting used to having two watches on. 🙃
  • Our uncle was laid to rest. RIP Tito Timmy.
  • I was a bit anxious when I woke up because of my vaccine. The day is finally here!!
  • It was an early one for me. Tuesdays are great.
  • We went to Trader Joe’s for a quick shopping trip. Then it was time to head over to the vaccination site.
  • Vaccine time! I was in line by 6pm. It took a while to get to a vaccine room. It was quick and easy once I was assigned a room. We had to wait 15 minutes before we could leave in case we had any adverse side effects.
  • I’m doing alright for now. I just feel tired and sleepy. I can tell that my arm will be pretty sore tomorrow! Hoping I can schedule my second dose easily. Ahh! It was stressful enough trying to get my first dose.
  • Animal Crossing update: I’m buying more Mario items! It’s capped at 5 items a day, so I’ll get more things tomorrow.
  • I’m hoping things turn out okay for everyone. This pandemic has taken a toll on folx. Sending love to everyone!! It’s much needed.
  • Lastly, Happy Birthday to my cousin, Ben! He’s 18 today. I don’t believe it. Time flies!! 🥳🎂🎉

Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 348.

Happy Tuesday! It’s been an emo type of day – at least the end of it. People just running their mouths today. 😒

  • I had an early morning – a spleen ultrasound, took care of my labs, and ordered my meds.
  • Treated myself to Starbucks – tall decaf vanilla latte, birthday cake pop, and a slice of red velvet loaf cake. I was called Vern. People can’t hear me when I wear my mask. 😂
  • I got home and then I ate my lunch fairly quickly and got ready for work.
  • It was a short day for me. Grateful!
  • Trying to find an appointment for the Covid vaccine. Everything is booked at the moment! I hope I find a slot in March. Fingers crossed.
  • Had another Popeye’s chicken sandwich. No one wanted it so I took it.
  • Watched some of Teen Witch and now watching Adventures in Babysitting.
  • Animal Crossing update: Helped the twin out with her inventory. My island is doing okay. I’m trying to figure out what else I need. A quaint spot would be nice. Flowers are still driving me mad!!
  • It’s been a heavy day. Memorial services were held for our uncle. Unfortunately, I’m unable to attend because of Covid. RIP Tito Timmy. 🤍

I’m pretty spent. I need a nice shower, read my book, and sleep. Take care!!

Good night.

b

Day 301.

It’s been an overwhelming day. I just want everything I need to do to be done already. Ahhh! I’ve been way too anxious. 😭

  • Had to resolve some logistical things again. I hate feeling frustrated. From my understanding, I think all is okay.
  • I’ve been ordering takeout too much. It’s good, but I need to save money!!
  • We finally got to watch Muriel’s Wedding altogether. It’s funny every single time! 🤣 I love it.
  • Animal Crossing update: Not much happened on my island. I did the usual rounds.
  • I’ve felt more tired as of late. Doing my best to take care of myself.
  • My driving lesson for next week has been canceled. That means I must practice on my own. I’m feeling confident! 💗
  • Dating during the pandemic is a nightmare. I’ve decided to just step away. Two profiles are active, but I don’t really put forth much effort. Meh.
  • My break is winding down. I just hope I can return in time! PLS. That’s where most of my anxiety is right now.

Take care and be safe! 😷

Good night.

b