Insomniac.

My sleep has been irregular for the last few months. I’m dealing with a lot of uncertainties. I’m trying to enjoy the ride, but those moments when I’m alone is when I feel it most. 😭 I’m so anxious too so that doesn’t help.

I’m keeping busy so I can make progress. So far it’s going alright.

Currently listening to Meg & Dia. I revert back to my twenties. Ups and downs, but I learned and experienced so much during those years! I hope the rest of my thirties will be just as eventful.

There’s just a lot to do in this lifetime, but taking it a day at a time. That’s all I can do. Onward! Keeping the faith and hoping for better days. I don’t like to dwell on the pandemic, but it’s impacted my life just like everyone else. I’m not able to freely do what I used to do. I’m changing my patterns and habits. I miss traveling. Probably won’t be able to until 2023. I always think of the future because of my health. Will I be healthy enough? Can I keep up? 😢

I’m doing my best to take care of myself and sometimes it doesn’t work out. I’m stubborn!

I’m getting sleepy so I’ll end it here. This is what’s been going on in my head.

Good night. 💜

b

Day 465.

Happy Sunday and Happy Father’s Day! 💗 It can be a tough day for many, but know that people are thinking of you and sending love.

I slept in, had a nice Father’s Day brunch at home. watched baseball, played ACNH, and took a nap. It was also Graham’s birthday today so that was nice.

Giants won! Took 2 of 3 from Philly. They’re on the road again, but it’s short. Go Giants!!! 🖤🧡

I’ve been putting off my assignment, but I’m going to get some of it done tonight! Time is just flying. It’s officially summer today too!! ☀️

I’m hoping to have a great week! Wishing you all the same.

Lastly, thinking of my uncle tonight. He’s in the hospital. I hope he’ll be alright. It’s also his bday today too. Sending love to you, Tito Roland!!! 💖

Good night.

b

Day 462.

Happy Thursday!

Today was so much fun. We got to watch the Giants in person. We haven’t been since September 2019! Bruce Bochy’s last game. I’m really proud of our team. I know it’s early, but they’re doing so well!!! 🥲🖤🧡

We were running pretty late in the beginning. We missed the first pitch, but that’s okay. We pregamed in the parking lot. I tried Pliny the Elder for the first time. It was good! I just wish I had snacks, a burger, or pizza to enjoy it with.

Our view was great! It was also a really warm day in SF. I’m a little sunburnt, but I was well protected with sunscreen and my cap. I took a decent amount of pics on my phone, Fujifilm instax camera, and my digital camera!! I got to have a hot dog and a Ghirardelli sundae.

I am in a bit of pain. There was a small piece of needle or even a staple that pierced my right foot. It still hurts now. 😭💔 I hope it heals quickly! Not even sure how it got into my shoe. Still confused about it.

ACNH update: I got Lucky’s photo! 💛 So happy about it. My turnip prices were decent. I must sell off the rest either tomorrow or Saturday.

The last of my Sanrio goodies arrived today. Hurrah! I’m done with buying stuff for now. Must save!!!

I’m tired, but I think we’re going to watch a movie. Always down to bond with my fam.

It was a good day!! Blessed.

Good night.

b

Day 457.

Happy Saturday! It was a day well spent celebrating our cousin’s high school graduation!! Congrats Ben! 👨‍🎓💚 And Happy Philippine Independence Day!! 🇵🇭

Today was the first time we got to gather as a family. Sometimes I wish we can go back to 2019! Thankful to science and medicine. We’re missing a bunch of people. I hope we can see each other soon!!

I stayed up watching the second season of Love, Victor! FELIX AND PILAR!!!! All the feels. Ahh. 🥲 I might just rewatch it again. OMG!!!

Giants split the doubleheader vs. the Nationals!! 🖤🧡

ACNH update: I sold all of my turnips. We celebrated with Bettina! Good times. Got a new K.K. song too. Yay!!!

Hoping to be well rested and much more productive tomorrow. Take care everyone!!

Good night.

b

Day 454.

I dealt with a lot of pain today. I stayed in bed for most of the day. I did get to submit my assignment and I hope to start the next module for my class. Wish me luck!

ACNH update: Merengue has moved in! I unfortunately had to let go of Truffles and swapped her out with Yuka. Yay! She’ll be in tomorrow. I did a photo session again with Cyrus and Reese. Great times! This time I got to add some residents for the party. I loved it! Finally got the wedding arch and the photo plate. I’m happy!! 💗

Giants split the series between the Rangers. Ugh! Watched some playoff basketball. I have no dog in this fight. It’s fun to watch! We’ll see who’s the last team standing.

Well, I gotta take my meds. Might watch something before bed, but we’ll see. I can’t wait until it’s the weekend again. I’ll be feeling much better then.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 450.

First day of summer break! I spent it sleeping in, playing Animal Crossing, watching baseball, the NBA playoffs, and snacking away. I’ll try to study tonight. But no promises. My stomach’s been upset today. 😞

I’m very determined to finish Module 9 since I have more free time.

Not much else to say. It’s nice being able to slow down. 💜

It’s a no for tomorrow’s Giants game. Ticket prices are very ridiculous! I should’ve bought the ones I saw a few days ago. Oh well. Hoping to attend the next stretch of home games.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 438.

Happy Monday!

I’ve been digging these short posts. Here’s another.

Woke up earlier than usual to get my labs done. Bought some vitamin C at Walgreens afterwards. Bought coffee, birthday cake pops, and a breakfast sando. Went home to chill and play ACNH. My new Giants cap arrived. Yay!!! Then I got ready for work. I forgot my lanyard. 😂🙃 Oh well.

Early day for me. Traffic wasn’t too bad. Made ravioli and orange chicken for dinner. I also snacked on chips and whatnot. Watched Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune. Washed the dishes. Studied for an hour and now I’m sleepy. Need a power nap. Then I’ll study again.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 437.

Happy Sunday! I couldn’t sleep because of my matcha drink yesterday. So my day has been messed up. But insomnia cookies are so good!!! 😋

I’ll keep this short again. I’m pissed that the Giants got swept. PLS MAKE ADJUSTMENTS! 🥴😭🖤🧡

Watched some playoff basketball. I miss the Dubs! 💙💛

Invited my siblings over to hang out on my island. 🥭 rules!!! There’s still a lot to fix and revamp, but I’ll get to it eventually.

It’s a new week! It’ll be short, but these are the last two weeks. I can’t believe it! 🥲 I didn’t get to study, but I’ll get to a lesson tonight. I’ve got an early morning too.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 435.

TGIF! It’s been a week. I made it!

I’m feeling sad right now. My sports teams 😭💔 Warriors were eliminated and the Giants lost. I cannot!!! I’ll be okay. It just stings. Is it football season yet?!!!

It was a typical day. I did the usual. I was waiting for the Sanrio drops and they’re all cute tees! I might buy one. We’ll see. I was a responsible adult today too and paid some bills.

ACNH update: The usual business on Mango. Didn’t sell all my turnips because the prices were too low. Paid some of my loan too.

Today was also put on purple day! I wore my aware necklace and my purple Reeboks. For my fellow Lupus warriors 💜

My assignment was finally graded. I’m going to take my quiz before bed. I’ll be studying all weekend too! I got this.

Have a great weekend! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 432.

[Tuesday, May 18, 2021]

I forgot to blog again! I was caught up studying. Progress!!!

Yesterday was a good day. I finally shared my story with my boss. We’ve known each other for almost 4 years. The timing was right. I’m a Lupus warrior! 💜💜💜💜💜

I’m planning to study the rest of the week and complete my assignments. Taking it day by day.

I had my photo taken for the work project. It was okay. I always get nervous being in front of the camera. I’m so used to being behind it. I hope it’s fine. I glanced it over, but not thoroughly.

Giants won! 🖤🧡🖤🧡 Got my new Yomiuri Giants cap and jersey tee. Yay!!!

ACNH update: hung out with the sibs. Haven’t sold my turnips. HBD, Pekoe! 🥳🎂💗 Lots to do on my island, but I’ll wait to do that this weekend.

Summer break is less than three weeks away! It’ll be a change for me, but I need to welcome it with open arms. It all just feels so daunting right now. Breathe!!!!

And my stickers finally arrived. Thanks Elle! 🥲💕

I’m tired. Time to sleep.

Good night. 🌙

b