Little Mix. 💗

They’re officially on hiatus and I’m feeling a lot of things. I’m sad, but looking forward to their solo careers! I wish Jade, Leigh-Anne, and Perrie all the best. I hope they crush it!!! 🥰

I set my alarm for 11:20am yesterday. I knew I had to be up by noon. They were running fashionably late. Once the global stream started, I was ecstatic! I never got to see them live so this was the next best thing. Part of me wanted to fly to London, but I had to weigh out my options. And unfortunately I didn’t have the budget to fly. So however long this hiatus lasts, I’ll be ready!!! Planning to save now so I can hopefully see them in 2-3 years.

They sang all of our faves. I watched the stream with my twin sis! We’ve been fans since the start. I lost it during Between Us and Secret Love Song. They’re role models on what it means to be an ally and beyond. They’ve changed my life in so many ways. When I listen to their music I feel like a brand new person. Confident and unstoppable! 💜 A lot has changed for me in the last decade and my only hope is that I continue to grow and carve out my own path.

I already miss them so much! But here’s to the next 10 years. Little Mix Forever! I love y’all to pieces. Would be cool to eventually meet all of them in the future. Until then, I’ll plan for our next trip to London. Covid is still very real so it’s best to be prepared in my case.

So here’s my vow
Starting from here and now
Nothing comes between us
Nothing comes between us
I swear that we won’t lose this thing we found
‘Cause love will never leave us
Nothing comes between us, between us
🦋

Thank you for the music, Little Mix! Continue to shine.✨

Good night.

b

Highlight of my week.

So much went on this week, so I’m doing my best to slow down. Breathe in and out. 😮‍💨

I just wanted to greet our Dad a Happy Birthday too! 🥳🎂💗

Getting our Little Mix box set was the highlight! I love listening to the old tunes and now there’s some new stuff too. 🥰

Trying to rest as much as I can and get ready for next week. The holiday season is here! I’ll be baking and cooking with the fam. Always fun. 😊

Now we’re watching Sex and the City! Trying to finish the series before And Just Like That. Yay!

Wishing you all a great weekend!! Good night. ❤️

b

Day 425.

Happy Tuesday! 💕

  • It was a good day! I’ve got a bunch to take care of and I’m hoping to do that tonight. Hw and writing my piece for a work project. I also need to reprint the photo which will serve as my prop.
  • Animal Crossing update: Turnips weren’t good today. Maybe tomorrow! I’m still paying off my current house loan. I need to fly over to my siblings islands. I hope I can make it!! It’s Cherry’s bday and I want to see my sister’s entrance.
  • Giants win! So proud of them. 🖤🧡
  • I’m still looking for more kawaii things. 😍🥰
  • Figured out the sticker situation. Supposedly the envelope needed more postage? Very odd. Hoping it finally reaches me this weekend!! 🥲
  • I got to catch up with Dad. Always nice to talk to him.
  • Little Mix! They finally won Best British Group!!! History!!!! They also shouted out so many female groups: Spice Girls, Sugababes, Girls Aloud and more. GRL PWR! ✌️❤️
  • I’m gonna play some more ACNH and then get to work. I also need to take my meds. The life of a Lupus patient. It keeps me going so I’m thankful. 💜

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 344.

Happy Friday! It’s our Birthday Eve. It’ll be midnight in 2.5 hours!! 🤪

  • I’ve been trying to clean and put things away. I’m determined to do it all before bed.
  • I had an early morning: phone call for a Lupus study. It’s been 6 years! The research coordinator was very kind. Loved our convo.
  • Afterwards, I decided to go back to sleep. So I slept for a few more hours.
  • Animal Crossing update: Nan is moving to Mango! I miss Bob already, but I wish him well. 💕 Sold off the rest of my turnips.
  • Highlight of my day: playing my vinyl! I listened to Little Mix’s Confetti and Britney’s debut album. 🥰
  • Another highlight: my boss’s daughter was born on 2/17! He shared pics and she’s so adorable. I can’t wait to meet her. February babies rule!!
  • Part of me is dreading tomorrow, but another part of me is grateful for another year. I’ve always told myself that growing older is a privilege. Thankful for the years and I’m still here! Last year wasn’t what we imagined, but we got through it. I’m hoping this year will be a pleasant surprise! Grateful. 💜
  • Well, I better get back to cleaning. Let’s go!!

Enjoy the weekend! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 291.

Monday, Monday! It was one of those days. Wow. I got up early to help the fam put some things out for the bulky item pickup. Glad that’s done with! They came by at about 10am.

I woke up at 5:35am. Went back to sleep at about 8am. It messed my day up. 😂 It’s fine since I’m on break! I got to catch up with my good friend, Michy via text. So nice to hear from her! My other friend Claudia is moving to NYC in a few days. I’ll miss her lots! We started at CCSF together. We connected because of social justice and baseball. Go Giants!!! Our friend Catherine has been living out there. Once it’s safe, I hope to see them both. Never been to NYC!

I took a really long nap. I needed those 3 hours to reset and recharge. Before that though – my tamagotchi got its bow from Hello Kitty! So cute. I love it!! 💗

Highlight of my day: My Little Mix Confetti vinyl was delivered. Yay!!! I really love the album and it’s the last one for them as a quartet. Still sad about Jesy, but happy that she’s taking care of her needs. ❤️

I hope to do more tomorrow. I’ve got dishes to wash tonight. I wanted to tidy up, but I might have to save that for later in the week.

Animal Crossing update: My island is doing well. I didn’t do a nice job building a Snowboy. 😂 I tried. I’ll try again tomorrow. Label was in town visiting. Didn’t pull off the goth look she was looking for. Lol! She’s giving me a tailor ticket anyway.

Might watch a movie tonight. We’ll see. Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care and be safe.

Good night.

b

Day 160.

Currently playing: Holiday – Little Mix 🧜🏼‍♀️

How is Wednesday almost over?! 😱 Time went by pretty quickly this week.

California is currently dealing with a number of fires. Scary times in the state along with the pandemic. Stay safe, everyone!

San Francisco could come off the watch list as soon as tomorrow, but we must continue to be vigilant and practice all the guidelines to keep everyone safe. I’m still dealing with a lot of anxiety from all of this. Seeking connection has kind of been my saving grace. Keeping in touch with friends and family has also helped. I miss everyone! ❤️

George Michael, The Aces, and Little Mix have been on repeat. They are the current soundtracks of my life. Figuring things out for myself. I don’t want to jump to conclusions or expect too much. I had a very good teletherapy session with my therapist today and she gave me a lot of input & advice. I may take her up on it. We’ll see. Every risk in life requires being courageous!

Speaking of Little Mix, Happy 9th Anniversary! I love them so much and I still hope to see them live in the future. 💗

Happy World Photography Day!! 📸

Animal Crossing update: my island is pretty much the same. Flick is visiting. I’ve been a bit busy to keep up with my game. It’s good I’m enrolled in a course. It’s all about balance. I still love the game, but I’m investing my energy and time into my potential calling.

Giants defeat the Angels! We’ve got a 2 game winning streak. Woo!!! 🖤🧡

Planning to build my additional storage tomorrow. We’re almost done with all the furnishings. Two more projects!

Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

b