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Please! No more rain. I can’t take it anymore. 😫 It’s my day off and I wanted to do something fun. I’ve also been very tired. Worked four straight shifts. Thankfully I’m on spring break! No class for me. 😎

Baseball returns this week! Trying to get a ticket to the Dubs game tonight. I’m 50/50 on attending. Wahhh!

Desk swap is happening soon with my sis. My new one arrives today! Can’t wait.

Alrighty, I’m gonna try to go back to sleep. Need to be in the Kelly Clarkson queue in about 45 mins.

Wishing you all a great Tuesday! Gun reform now btw. I’m so upset that more children and people have been killed again by gun violence. 💔 Thinking of Nashville.

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Freedom!

I was officially Covid free on March 4th! I was relieved. 🥰 Isolation taught me to enjoy the little things. I missed all types of cuisine. I’m eating and taking in every scent and flavor!!!

Dealing with some worries, but I just need to start. I’m lacking motivation. Still dealing with some fatigue from the virus.

Looking forward to a lot of new and great things! The weather is making me moody though. More rain in the SF Bay Area. Please make it stop! 😩

Baseball is almost back! I’m so excited. As for basketball, the Dubs aren’t doing so great. 😞

I had a long day and I just want to sleep. 😴 But I have a feeling this light rain will keep me up.

Good night.

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36! 🥳

Officially 36. And I tested positive for Covid on my bday. 😫 After avoiding it for 3 years! I was so proud of that. SMH. Retested today and I’m still positive. Sense of smell and taste are almost 100% and no fever! Hurrah. It’s just the cough and fatigue left. Please leave my body.

Isolating is tough! When everyone else is around and you’re stuck in your room. Hopefully just a few more days of this! I miss my routine and independence. Please send good thoughts and prayers. I ordered delivery – Korean food and boba to cheer me up. 😋

Good night.

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Turning the page.

I did a lot of new and exciting things at 35! I traveled to Boston, went to a Warriors championship parade, attended live shows, and went back to school. With all the highs, there were lows.

I lost a big piece of myself when Beari passed away last year. It’s not the same without her, but honoring her memory in every way that I can.

I’m hopeful for 36! I plan to do more. And maybe I’ll even surprise myself. 😎

Good night.

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Doozy.

I guess that sums up my week! I miss being on vacay. 🥺 I’m playing catch up, but I’m almost caught up. Countdown to my 36th Birthday! OMGGG. Where did the time go?!!!

Missing Beari a lot. My grief comes in waves. I think I dreamt of her yesterday, but I can’t fully remember. She’ll always be with me/us. This adjustment period is rough. We can’t just take in another dog. We’re gonna wait this one out since we have so much to do. I’ll be patient. I’ve got sights to see the world! I know she’d want that for us. Miss you so much, girl. ❤️🐻❤️

I’m off today, so I can finally sleep in a bit. But I’ve got errands to run later. I hope I’m productive!! Planning to just take it easy.

Well, I might watch another show or movie. Something to keep my mind off of things.

I miss football. Like a lot! 😩

Good night.

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Boston 2022.

I’m in Boston for the next few days to catch up with my college friends. I’ve been so tired and overwhelmed. It’s tough balancing school and work. Doing my best to succeed in both!

I’ll try not to think of my responsibilities at home. I’m also worrying about Beari. 😞

The flight to Boston went well. I ended up just sleeping for most of it. I didn’t get Cheez-It’s because I was napping. I’m craving them now. Lol.

It was an adventure trying to find which terminal to board for ride sharing, traffic, dropping off my belongings at the hotel, more traffic and then off to Fenway Park.

The game was a lot of fun. I only caught the last 4 innings. Ordered a Fenway frank and a Coke. Took a bunch of pics. And then it started to rain again. I’ll miss baseball. Hoping the Giants land big names in the off season. PLS!!!!

Got a pizza slice at Sal’s Pizza. It was really good! Plain cheese isn’t bad. I wanted pepperoni though. Maybe later this week!

I’m ready to ko. Need to shower and I plan to get breakfast tomorrow morning. Hope y’all had a nice day! Take care. 💜

Good night.

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My escape.

Sports has always been my saving grace. It was nice to be back at the yard! The Giants did very well. They almost blew it in the end. Perfect day for Will Clark’s retirement number ceremony.

I did have to unmask for a bit while I ate. I’ll probably test myself in a few days. No one around us was masked. Big yikes!!! 😳

It’s been tough these last two weeks, but we’re still standing. I’ll remain hopeful and I’ll continue to pray. My faith guiding me through this very difficult time. Send some love to our darling dog, Bear. ❤️🐻❤️

I’m clean and I’m ready to just unwind before I sleep. Thankful I’m off tomorrow.

Go Giants!!!! 🖤🧡

Good night.

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Little Mix. 💗

They’re officially on hiatus and I’m feeling a lot of things. I’m sad, but looking forward to their solo careers! I wish Jade, Leigh-Anne, and Perrie all the best. I hope they crush it!!! 🥰

I set my alarm for 11:20am yesterday. I knew I had to be up by noon. They were running fashionably late. Once the global stream started, I was ecstatic! I never got to see them live so this was the next best thing. Part of me wanted to fly to London, but I had to weigh out my options. And unfortunately I didn’t have the budget to fly. So however long this hiatus lasts, I’ll be ready!!! Planning to save now so I can hopefully see them in 2-3 years.

They sang all of our faves. I watched the stream with my twin sis! We’ve been fans since the start. I lost it during Between Us and Secret Love Song. They’re role models on what it means to be an ally and beyond. They’ve changed my life in so many ways. When I listen to their music I feel like a brand new person. Confident and unstoppable! 💜 A lot has changed for me in the last decade and my only hope is that I continue to grow and carve out my own path.

I already miss them so much! But here’s to the next 10 years. Little Mix Forever! I love y’all to pieces. Would be cool to eventually meet all of them in the future. Until then, I’ll plan for our next trip to London. Covid is still very real so it’s best to be prepared in my case.

So here’s my vow
Starting from here and now
Nothing comes between us
Nothing comes between us
I swear that we won’t lose this thing we found
‘Cause love will never leave us
Nothing comes between us, between us
🦋

Thank you for the music, Little Mix! Continue to shine.✨

Good night.

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