Annoyed and anxious.

There’s been a lot going on mentally for me. I need to take a step back and recollect myself. I didn’t get the job I applied for. A rejection always serves as a stepping stone for whatever else I may encounter. It’s discouraging, but I believe there’s a silver lining. There’s bound to be something out there for me, right?!

Part of me wants to give up, but the other part is telling me to keep going. So I’ll keep going. It’s the holiday season and I’m trying to have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year with my family.

On top of that – I need to keep myself healthy! I’m overwhelmed. Job hunting always does this to me.

Fantasy Football didn’t help me today. I was doing well and now I’m losing. 😭 It’s part of the game, but still. Don’t even get me started with the Niners. 🤬😤

I just need a good night’s sleep and to press reset. I was on the verge of tears earlier. Sighhh.

Wishing you all a great week! Take care. Good night. 💜

b

Catching up.

Happy Sunday! I finally got to catch up with Susan and Mecqué today. We had breakfast at Kitchen Story. They’re so much fun. I met their doggos too. 🥰

Afterwards, they gave me a lift to Fort Mason for the Renegade Craft Fair. I bought a few things – earrings, a beanie, and stationery. I love it all!

I’ve been playing a lot of Animal Crossing! Logging in hours and cleaning up both islands. 😊 November is flying. Please slow down. I’m planning to get a lot done this week! Work, applying to jobs, and wrapping up my certificate. I really hope I find something I like.

Niners 😭💔

Wishing you all a great week! Good night.

b

Hello November!

October came and went. I can’t believe it. Hope everyone had a nice Halloween! 🎃

I’m finishing up my class, still job searching, and helping my family. Sometimes it’s tough to balance, but I got this. 💪

Baseball is winding down. I’m very happy the Astros were able to push it to a game 6! More baseball on Tuesday. Can’t wait!!! I’m also following football and basketball. The time change happens in 6 days 😱 I’ll miss having the sun out up until 7pm.

Taking it a day at a time. I’m just very anxious 😩😢 I also need to breathe. When I’m stressed, I get very tense.

Just some thoughts before I sleep. Wishing you all a great week!

Good night.

b

☔️

Yesterday was fun! I had to cancel brunch plans unfortunately, but I still made it to The Immortal Reckoning with Rachael! We got downtown a little early to grab a bite to eat at super duper. I was a little nervous going inside establishments to sit down and enjoy a meal, but it wasn’t busy and everyone is vaccinated.

The Immortal Reckoning got me good. It was a lot of fun and I screamed! Many times. 😂👻💀

Fantasy Football kicked my ass. I’m not winning this week. 😭 Niners lost. Warriors won. World Series in a day! Can’t wait. All is right in the world again since the Smurfs were eliminated. 😏🖤🧡 I’ll be nice, but not really. LOL!!!

I’m tired, so I’ll sleep in. I have a bunch of things on my to do list! Need to get started on thank you cards and sending out stickers. I also need to complete another module for my class. I got this!!!

Hope everyone had a nice weekend! Stay warm and dry. The rain is almost outta here. Can’t complain though. We need it.

Here’s to a nice week! Good night. 🧡

b

Sports.

You win some. You lose some. And sometimes it’s downright heartbreaking! Niners lost to the Cardinals today. And yesterday’s game 2 of the NLDS was ugly.

Giants are in LA with the series tied 1-1. Wood is pitching for us. The last time I saw him was 9/18. He did pretty well. I’m hoping he does the same tomorrow. Scherzer is up for LA. I’d like to believe we’ll do well against him. Yeah, we’re the visiting team, but we’re 6-4 during the regular season. I like our chances. BEAT LA!!!!

Trey Lance! I saw a lot of good things, but at the end of the day he’s still a rookie. He’ll get there. Today’s game was winnable, but we didn’t do enough to get it. Bye week. Woo! See y’all again on 10/24. Go Niners!!!

It’s a new week. I’m looking forward to celebrating our sister’s birthday! My PH anniversary is tomorrow. Planning to do something nice for myself. Maybe I’ll order ice cream.

Wishing you all a great week! Take care.

Good night and Go Giants! 🖤🧡🎃

b

Day 413.

Happy Thursday!! It’s almost the weekend. I can’t wait!

  • I got a decent night’s sleep! It was great.
  • Work went well. It was really chill.
  • It was quite busy afterwards. We did some grocery shopping. But first I had a meeting to attend. Looking forward to the extra work, but like I said yesterday – May is going to be super busy for me!!
  • I got to catch the rest of the NFL Draft. We got Trey Lance! So very exciting. Go Niners! ❤️
  • Always thankful for groceries. I was able to get fruits and the necessities.
  • Animal Crossing update: I sold some turnips. I got to visit my sister’s island. It was a nice day on my island! I’ve got a bunch to fix. I’ll try to get it done this weekend.
  • I’ve got my CPR training class tomorrow. I’m hoping it’ll go well. Not sure who will be in attendance. Anxiety.
  • We got to watch Jeopardy! and Wheel of Fortune. We also saw Name That Tune.
  • I’m pretty tired. Hoping to sleep soon.
  • Thinking of my cousin today. It’s been three years since her passing. You are missed, Marian. RIP 🤍

Hope everyone had a great day. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 332.

Happy Super Bowl Sunday! 😎🏈 It was nice to watch the game from the comfort of my bed. Thanks a bunch, CBS!!! Halftime was a lot of fun. The Weeknd did well! It was a sweet game. TB12 so clutch. Back to work, Niners! ❤️

  • I got to sleep in a bit. I stayed up watching Cobra Kai. I’m officially on s3! I’ve got a few more episodes to watch. I’ve been binge watching since last week.
  • My tamagotchi is low on battery. I’ll have to buy a replacement battery soon.
  • Animal Crossing update: I stayed up until 5am to buy my turnips.
  • The weekend came and went. I’ll still be staying home – I can catch up on some other work.
  • I’m going to treat myself to a new beanie. I really like the color and I always get cold.
  • I’d like to read some more this week. I’ve been too preoccupied with my video games.
  • I had a lot of junk food today. I feel pretty terrible. I’ll end my night with clementines.
  • Lastly, Daniel LaRusso and Johnny Lawrence are 😍🥰

And RIP Pedro Gomez. He was a great storyteller with a kind heart. You’ll be missed. 😭💔

Hope y’all had a nice weekend. February is flying! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 331.

I’m relieved! I tested negative. 🥰🙏🏼 I’ve been pretty stressed since Thursday night. I can breathe again.

  • I’m enjoying my weekend! Mellowing out is the best. Looking forward to being at work again before break!
  • I’m still keeping my distance as a just in case.
  • I’ve been under the weather because it’s that time of month. Cramps 🥵😩
  • Animal Crossing update: I did my usual maintenance.
  • I’m heavily invested in Cobra Kai at the moment.
  • I watched Ramona and Beezus + Win a Date with Tad Hamilton! I forgot how good it was. So cheesy, but I love romcoms. 💗
  • I’ve been in touch with family and friends all weekend.
  • Super Bowl Sunday is upon us. Go Bucs!
  • I want to send out Vday cards! I think it’d be cute.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care. 😷

Good night.

b

Day 323.

TGIF! It’s officially the weekend!!! 🥰

  • It was difficult to get up. Thursday felt like Friday tbh. But I made it!
  • Work went well. Yay!
  • I decided to wear my Stoggles again. I also wore my contacts. Maybe the next pair I get can have my prescription.
  • Leftovers for dinner.
  • Dateline watching again.
  • Animal Crossing update: trying to revamp my island. Shooting stars tonight!!
  • Lots of sports talk on Twitter. Jimmy G might be on the move, but people are saying the 49ers are bluffing to motivate JG. Lolll.
  • My plans this weekend – hopefully practice driving, studying, catching up on sleep, and cleaning.
  • I’m ready to be lazy. 😂
  • On a sadder note, we lost a relative to COVID in the Philippines. So sad. RIP Lolo Peter ❤️ Please continue taking care of yourselves. This virus is very real!!!

Hope y’all had a nice Friday! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 318.

Happy Sunday! The weekend came and went. 😭 The weekend is recovery mode for me.

  • I slept in. I needed it! I stayed up watching After We Collided. It was okay. I enjoyed the first movie more.
  • The stage is set for Super Bowl LV. Go Bucs! I’ll cheer for Brady. 🏴‍☠️
  • I had an early dinner – mac & cheese + a ham sandwich.
  • Doing a load of laundry atm.
  • Animal Crossing update: I time traveled for my turnips. I didn’t get up in time. I’m going to play again in a bit to check on my villagers.
  • I’ve been taking care of my tamagotchi too. ❤️
  • It’s a new week and I’m planning to tackle a lot on my to do list! I need to update my planner.
  • There’s a lot going on with my health. Please send love and good thoughts. 💜
  • It’s going to be raining all week! We need it in the SF Bay Area.
  • Off to finish another French lesson on Duolingo.

Hope y’all had a nice weekend! Here’s to a great week. 😄 Take care!!

Good night.

b