Faithful.

I will ride with my team win or lose. There is no in between or switching teams. I AM LOYAL. It’ll be us one day. It really will. Until then, Go Niners! ❤️ #FTTB

Btw my favorite part was the Pepsi Halftime Show. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Good night.

b

Happy February!

I’ll be blogging daily for the month. February holds a special place in my heart. Bday month! Yay 💜

I’m in a somber mood. One, the Jimmy G era is about to close in SF. I really wanted us/him to get #6 for us and it wasn’t in the cards. 😭💔 I know he’s handsome, but he’s such a classy dude. This year was heavy and he carried himself with grace. 3-5 to the NFC Championship Game! Incredible. I wish him all the best wherever he goes. I’ll be rooting for him always. Thanks for everything, Jimmy! You’ll be missed.

Two, our uncle is very sick. I’m trying to hold it together, but I’ve cried a few times. It’s difficult being separated from each other during this time. The pandemic robbed us of time to be together. I pray for his comfort and peace. I’m so grateful that we’ve been able to share memories together since 2012. That was a life changing year and it’s still felt to this day.

There are other things going on with me and I’m honestly taking it a day at a time. I haven’t been super motivated and I feel a bit hopeless at times with the job search. I yearn to go back a few years when I was really happy and on top of the world! Thankfully, I get to chat with my therapist next week so I hope it’s a good session.

I’m eating comfort food, but also trying to establish an exercise routine that’ll work for me. We finally made Filipino breakfast: rice, eggs, tomatoes, spam, and longanisa. 😋 This is why I gotta work out. Lol.

I look forward to the rest of this month! It’s only day 1. I’m going to make the most of it. 💗

I’m hoping to sleep soon. It’s been hard to fall and stay asleep. My thoughts have been racing.

Good night.

b

😭😩💔

Another heartbreaking loss. The Niners get so close, yet so far. It was an incredible season nonetheless! 3-5 to the NFC Championship Game. What a ride!

Jimmy might’ve played his last game in a Niners uniform. 🥺 There’s a lot of question marks going into the offseason. I wrote him a letter back in December. I really hope he finds the time to respond, but if not – I tried! Didn’t get to attend a game this season because of Covid. It’s not safe for me to be out there. Ahh!

I’m also emo due to a lot of personal things going on in my life. I hope I see the light at the end of the tunnel. This pandemic has been a lot. February is fast approaching and I look forward to celebrating our bday! It really is the small things. I’m trying to stay positive, but it’s been tough.

I’ll always love the 49ers! Born and bred in SF. So much history!!! Thank you for the memories. Here’s to next year. Go Bengals! 🧡

Good night.

b

Some thoughts.

22 days into 2022 and I’m still feeling a bit blah. Year 3 of this pandemic and it’s exhausting! Shout out to all the healthcare workers. Thank you for all that you do.

Applying to remote jobs has been a drag. Staying hopeful, but lacking motivation. I’m so close to completing my certification for my TEFL, but I’ve put that on hold for now. I have until the summer, yet I’d like to complete it before my birthday next month.

This year is a fresh start! I’m excited for what maybe in store. I’m also emo since we haven’t been able to see family due to Omicron. I think it’s subsiding in the Bay Area. Great news! I’m yearning to travel, but that’s still on hold. I’m doing my best to take care of myself holistically. It’s tough, but baby steps.

I took a nap so I’m awake. It’s officially game day. Niners vs. Packers @ Lambeau Field! I’m nervous excited. Not sure if I’ll get much sleep tbh. 🙃 GO NINERS!!!! #FTTB

Wishing you all a great weekend! Stay safe and be well.

Good night.

b

Annoyed and anxious.

There’s been a lot going on mentally for me. I need to take a step back and recollect myself. I didn’t get the job I applied for. A rejection always serves as a stepping stone for whatever else I may encounter. It’s discouraging, but I believe there’s a silver lining. There’s bound to be something out there for me, right?!

Part of me wants to give up, but the other part is telling me to keep going. So I’ll keep going. It’s the holiday season and I’m trying to have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year with my family.

On top of that – I need to keep myself healthy! I’m overwhelmed. Job hunting always does this to me.

Fantasy Football didn’t help me today. I was doing well and now I’m losing. 😭 It’s part of the game, but still. Don’t even get me started with the Niners. 🤬😤

I just need a good night’s sleep and to press reset. I was on the verge of tears earlier. Sighhh.

Wishing you all a great week! Take care. Good night. 💜

b

Catching up.

Happy Sunday! I finally got to catch up with Susan and Mecqué today. We had breakfast at Kitchen Story. They’re so much fun. I met their doggos too. 🥰

Afterwards, they gave me a lift to Fort Mason for the Renegade Craft Fair. I bought a few things – earrings, a beanie, and stationery. I love it all!

I’ve been playing a lot of Animal Crossing! Logging in hours and cleaning up both islands. 😊 November is flying. Please slow down. I’m planning to get a lot done this week! Work, applying to jobs, and wrapping up my certificate. I really hope I find something I like.

Niners 😭💔

Wishing you all a great week! Good night.

b

Hello November!

October came and went. I can’t believe it. Hope everyone had a nice Halloween! 🎃

I’m finishing up my class, still job searching, and helping my family. Sometimes it’s tough to balance, but I got this. 💪

Baseball is winding down. I’m very happy the Astros were able to push it to a game 6! More baseball on Tuesday. Can’t wait!!! I’m also following football and basketball. The time change happens in 6 days 😱 I’ll miss having the sun out up until 7pm.

Taking it a day at a time. I’m just very anxious 😩😢 I also need to breathe. When I’m stressed, I get very tense.

Just some thoughts before I sleep. Wishing you all a great week!

Good night.

b

☔️

Yesterday was fun! I had to cancel brunch plans unfortunately, but I still made it to The Immortal Reckoning with Rachael! We got downtown a little early to grab a bite to eat at super duper. I was a little nervous going inside establishments to sit down and enjoy a meal, but it wasn’t busy and everyone is vaccinated.

The Immortal Reckoning got me good. It was a lot of fun and I screamed! Many times. 😂👻💀

Fantasy Football kicked my ass. I’m not winning this week. 😭 Niners lost. Warriors won. World Series in a day! Can’t wait. All is right in the world again since the Smurfs were eliminated. 😏🖤🧡 I’ll be nice, but not really. LOL!!!

I’m tired, so I’ll sleep in. I have a bunch of things on my to do list! Need to get started on thank you cards and sending out stickers. I also need to complete another module for my class. I got this!!!

Hope everyone had a nice weekend! Stay warm and dry. The rain is almost outta here. Can’t complain though. We need it.

Here’s to a nice week! Good night. 🧡

b

Sports.

You win some. You lose some. And sometimes it’s downright heartbreaking! Niners lost to the Cardinals today. And yesterday’s game 2 of the NLDS was ugly.

Giants are in LA with the series tied 1-1. Wood is pitching for us. The last time I saw him was 9/18. He did pretty well. I’m hoping he does the same tomorrow. Scherzer is up for LA. I’d like to believe we’ll do well against him. Yeah, we’re the visiting team, but we’re 6-4 during the regular season. I like our chances. BEAT LA!!!!

Trey Lance! I saw a lot of good things, but at the end of the day he’s still a rookie. He’ll get there. Today’s game was winnable, but we didn’t do enough to get it. Bye week. Woo! See y’all again on 10/24. Go Niners!!!

It’s a new week. I’m looking forward to celebrating our sister’s birthday! My PH anniversary is tomorrow. Planning to do something nice for myself. Maybe I’ll order ice cream.

Wishing you all a great week! Take care.

Good night and Go Giants! 🖤🧡🎃

b

Day 413.

Happy Thursday!! It’s almost the weekend. I can’t wait!

  • I got a decent night’s sleep! It was great.
  • Work went well. It was really chill.
  • It was quite busy afterwards. We did some grocery shopping. But first I had a meeting to attend. Looking forward to the extra work, but like I said yesterday – May is going to be super busy for me!!
  • I got to catch the rest of the NFL Draft. We got Trey Lance! So very exciting. Go Niners! ❤️
  • Always thankful for groceries. I was able to get fruits and the necessities.
  • Animal Crossing update: I sold some turnips. I got to visit my sister’s island. It was a nice day on my island! I’ve got a bunch to fix. I’ll try to get it done this weekend.
  • I’ve got my CPR training class tomorrow. I’m hoping it’ll go well. Not sure who will be in attendance. Anxiety.
  • We got to watch Jeopardy! and Wheel of Fortune. We also saw Name That Tune.
  • I’m pretty tired. Hoping to sleep soon.
  • Thinking of my cousin today. It’s been three years since her passing. You are missed, Marian. RIP 🤍

Hope everyone had a great day. Take care!

Good night.

b