Baby steps.

Proud of myself for putting forth some effort and challenging my thought patterns as of late. I’m capable! The only thing stopping me is me. I don’t want to jump to conclusions or anything like that, but I’m also trying to be rational about the situation.

It’s fun trying to get to know someone new. Maybe I’ll have some more opportunities these next few days. But until then, I’m going to chill out, take care of school work, and catch up on sports!

I’m just very curious right now, but let’s not get too excited. Be cool. 🤪😎

Covid-19 is back in the household. I hope it’s completely gone in a week! Oh my goodness. It’s so inconvenient. 😫 Patience. Tested myself and I’m negative.

Well, back to A Tourist’s Guide to Love.

Good night.

b

Life update.

Things have been up and down since last Saturday. I had to call out for work to tend to a family emergency. Grandma is stable, but it’s a day at a time for her. 🥺 I’ve accepted that she’s now 93. I miss the days when she would cook, clean, sew, and do her laundry. She raised all of us and I am forever indebted to her.

I wish I had more time. I’m so busy with school and work. These last few days have allowed me to slow down and really spend quality time together. I will always make the time! 💗

I so want a do over. If only it could be that easy! Just reminiscing a lot lately.

Trying to challenge myself with something, but I’m scared. Fear of failure and rejection is what’s stopping me. 😫 It would be cool to be friends with someone new, but I’m scared. I’m so awkward.

Well, that’s my life update. Not much else to say.

Good night.

b

💙💛🐴

Much needed catch up sesh with my college friend, Diana. She’s in town and it’s been so long since we last saw each other! 🫶🏼

Good times and lots of words of encouragement. I’ll try my best! 😆 Just need to continue to be brave.

It was a very long, but productive day for me. Hoping to get plenty of rest. It’s going to be a long week, but I’m looking forward to what it may possibly bring.

I plan to watch the first epi of beef. Woo!

And the Giants beat LA! Shut those bums out. Byeee. 🖤🧡

Good night.

b

🙄

Please! No more rain. I can’t take it anymore. 😫 It’s my day off and I wanted to do something fun. I’ve also been very tired. Worked four straight shifts. Thankfully I’m on spring break! No class for me. 😎

Baseball returns this week! Trying to get a ticket to the Dubs game tonight. I’m 50/50 on attending. Wahhh!

Desk swap is happening soon with my sis. My new one arrives today! Can’t wait.

Alrighty, I’m gonna try to go back to sleep. Need to be in the Kelly Clarkson queue in about 45 mins.

Wishing you all a great Tuesday! Gun reform now btw. I’m so upset that more children and people have been killed again by gun violence. 💔 Thinking of Nashville.

b

Rain rain go away!

Thankful that most of CA is out of the drought. But this current weather pattern is too much. It’s officially spring and we’re still dealing with winter storms! Please make it stop. 😫

I had a good day yesterday. Finished our midterm group project, presented, and saw my lupus team. So very grateful for clinic! They’re my biggest cheerleaders. 💜🫶🏼 Felt good to be affirmed. Now I just need to own it!

Took a long nap, but I’m about to just ko. And all I ate were pastries. 🙃 Dealt with a bad case of heartburn too! Getting older is an adventure.

And congrats to Japan for winning the WBC! 🇯🇵⚾️

Well, this is good night! Byeee.

b

Starstruck.

photo cred: BBC

Been binge watching the last few days! Just finished s1. I love it! Started s2. 🥰 It’s my kind of show.

The rain is keeping me up. I’ve also been off the last few days! Caught up with a lot of work, but I need to complete a few more things on my to do list.

Hoping to sleep for a bit. Early starts pain me.

Happy Sunday to all! 🧡

b