We’re trailing.

It hurts, but it’s not over.

When my brother and I were at Scotiabank Arena for Game 2, it was hard to cheer. We were surrounded and people gave us an earful for clapping. Absolutely obnoxious. πŸ˜’πŸ‘ŽπŸΌ

I’ll continue to cheer for the Dubs, win or lose. It’s good with the highs and bad with the lows. I’ll always stand by them. I would do the same for the Giants and Niners. I don’t give up on my teams. EVER.

So much to do this weekend, but a day at a time. It’ll all get done. Summer vacation is close. I can’t believe it!

Well, it’s time for bed. Must recover from my sleep debt.

Happy weekend to all!

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DUBSSSSS!!!!

Life’s been pretty hectic. I’m disappointed in myself for not keeping up with either of my photo projects. I’ll make up for it soon. ☺️

Recovery mode from this cold was brutal. Good news is I’m all better!

I’m currently on a plane headed to Atlanta. After that, Toronto!!!! My brother and I decided at the last minute to see the Dubs. Can’t believe we’re doing this. I’m so excited and anxious! It’s gonna be a fun experience. I know it.

Happy weekend to all!

GO DUBS!!!!! πŸ’™πŸ’›

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I’m sick.

I’ve fallen behind on my P365. I feel terrible. Currently dealing with a cold. Thankfully, I don’t have a fever. Must’ve caught it from work or something. Maybe public transit too?

I picked up some extra hours for work today. Then I went straight home. It was pouring this afternoon. It’s like it’s winter all over again in the city. Rain, please go away!

I slept for 6 hours straight. Just had some soup and a bit of rice, meat, and veggies. I’ve been drinking water and orange juice.

Netflix has been my entertainment. I’ve quarantined myself in my room. Don’t want to expose the family to my germs.

Warriors and Giants won. Woo! That’s my Saturday. Hope everyone had a great day!

Good night.

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Reminiscing.

now playing: Sleep All Day – Jason Mraz

I haven’t listened to his old stuff in a while. Jason Mraz was a big part of my teenage years and into my twenties. His music was my comforter.

There’s been a lot of self reflection this week. I’ve found myself on the verge of tears sometimes. The feeling of loss is something. There’s a lot of sadness, but it puts everything into perspective. I’m doing my best to live well! I may lack sleep sometimes, but despite feeling tired I still keep going.

I tried to get back into “dating”, but I’m pretty much dating myself. What I mean by that is simply this. Well, my sister made this connection. My chronic conditions are my relationship. Ups and downs! Pretty much what a relationship entails. Didn’t ever see it that way. I’m not sure if anyone will ever come along for the ride, but I’m okay with that. I’m content knowing that I’m taking care of myself. And hey, if someone comes along, that’s fine. Just keep up with me. I’m unstoppable. πŸ™‚

That’s my word vomit for the night. I also had quite a day. To keep it short: people with terrible attitudes suck. Super toxic. But that’s on them, not me.

Getting sleepy. Good night.

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4/365.

Thursday, April 25, 2019

It was a busy Thursday for me. I had to take care of some errands before work! On top of that, I was finalizing some last minute details for our trip to Vancouver. I was excited and anxious!

I tried my best to pack smart. I really dislike overpacking, especially because my luggage this time around was a lot smaller. I was successful! πŸ˜€

I felt a bit sluggish for most of the day, but I powered through. I was so ready for vacation! I also had to send in a headshot for the school yearbook. Think I chose a good one. Woo!

Canada, here I come. I love it there! It’s the land of Shawn Mendes. Hehe. ❀

More entries on the way.

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3/365.

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Happy Hump Day!

This was my commute home. It was a mess, but that’s pretty much the state of SF. It can be a lot to deal with, but you just gotta roll with it. I’m nostalgic for old SF. Familiarity is lost. My Uber driver yesterday reflected on 34 years of being in the city. He was fond of so many memories. It was great to talk to someone who loves SF as much as I do. It’s home. ❀

Work was good. It was still a warm one. But the fog is returning. Hurrah! I love my layers.

Dubs just lost so I’m not in the best mood. I also need to finish packing. I’ll be seeing Canada very soon! πŸ™‚ I’m looking forward to all the adventures I plan to have. I can’t wait to photograph.

Lastly, Happy Birthday to you, Coco! We miss you so much. ❀ One of the best dogs ever.

Good night.

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1/365.

Monday, April 22, 2019

The Sutro Tower is one of my fave subjects to photograph. ❀

I’ve decided to revamp my photo blog. I’ve been lagging these last couple of months. Trauma is real. Grief is real. Being human is real. I’ll eventually post the pictures from February, March, and parts of April. But for now, this is where I’m going to pick up. I love doing Project 365! It’s a better pace for me. My first attempt at it was back in 2007. I completed it!!

It’s going to be an exciting week! Spring break is over and I’m back at work. It was tough trying to get up. I snoozed. A LOT. Haha. The weather was super nice today. It was almost 77 I think. It’s supposed to be warmer tomorrow. Lots of sunscreen for me. πŸ™‚ I get headaches.

I was really digging my outfit today: my Giants baseball cap, my orange & black tee from Levi’s, black leggings from Uniqlo, grey hoodie, and my white chucks.

I’ve been admiring everything around me. I’m so in love with the flowers! The colors are all so pretty.

Highlight of my day was seeing Giants caps at the work desk. My boss is so nice! Thanks, Cord! πŸ˜€ (He’s a Dodger fan. The rivalry is real. Haha.)

Thanks for stopping by!

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