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Life update.

Doc called me yesterday. More testing needs to be done. I’m being referred to another specialist. I’ve cried a few times already. I’m anxious and I’m scared. Just trying to breathe through it all. 😭

I’m grateful to my medical team, my family, and my friends. I know they’re supporting me as best as they can.

Lots of things are distracting me right now: sports, music, and a bit of retail therapy!

I’m just hoping things work out for me in November. I’m looking forward to getting away.🤞

The eternal sunshine tour presale is in a few hours. I really hope I get tickets!! That would make me so, so happy. PLSSS. 🩵

Well, I bid you all adieu.

Later!

b

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I need to detach.

I’ve been saying this for quite some time now and I haven’t. I’m so, so stubborn.

But I didn’t get a reply back, so I’m going to leave it. Maybe get in touch with him on Friday? I keep initiating. He doesn’t. I’m tired. 😭

Finally practicing yoga again! Need to get stronger. Also doing core work. I’m pretty sore, but it’ll be worth it. Taking day time walks now too. Night time walks are fun, but too many critters out and about. No thanks!

Need to declutter my space. I also got laundry done yesterday!! Proud of me. No one was around. It was really peaceful. 🫧

My goals for this week: getting my mind right! My diet too. Back on the yogurt hype. Haha. Non-dairy!!

SZA has been on repeat. Love her so much!!

Well, time to call it a night.

Later!!

b

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juggling act.

hi! it’s me. juggling school and work. it’s a doozy, but i think i’m doing fairly well. i just need to focus on getting sleep. that’s been tough. energy levels have been depleted most of the week. i have my midterm on tuesday. more stuff to tend to come thursday & sunday.

had brunch with isay and matin! that made my morning. 🐰🍳🧇

got to leave work a little early since i had to catch griff! 🥰🌀 one of her demo tracks made me cry. it spoke to me. glad i did something nice for myself. decided to buy a dad cap from her merch stand. love it! live music is forever.

brunch.
griff. 🫶🏼
marquee.

had a late dinner and watched music videos with the twin. good times!

also got to see him yesterday which was nice. got him and mel ube horchatas. i’m so clutch! plus it was really hot. 🥵 heat wave is pretty much done in the city. i’ll miss you, summer.

time to ko! long day ahead of me. oh man. throw me a bone, universe.

good night. 💜

b

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Happy 2024!

It’s a new year, but I’d like to reflect on 2023. Proud of myself for the highs, lows, and everything in between. My grief was very very heavy. I feel like I’m still processing the losses and adjusting to all of it. I can’t ever forget the love of my Lola Mila and Beari’s beautiful companionship. I felt the most unconditional love from them. It’s bittersweet to start fresh and they aren’t here. 😭

I’ll always share their stories and pictures. I miss having lunch with Lola. I miss being greeted by Beari when I get home from school or work. It’s truly all of the little things. Doing my best to be strong, but also gentle with myself on my most difficult days. I’m ready for the ride! I know 2024 will be a very important year. 💜

2023 was the year of concerts and music! Still cherishing those moments and memories.

I am tentatively the winner of my FF league, but waiting on official confirmation. I spent hours watching most of the games yesterday. That’s how my NYE went. Thankfully I had time to cook dinner for the fam. I’m pretty tired now. I’ll try to sleep, but I’m anxious. One more week of holiday break! Ready to tackle it all.

Good night and I wish you all well!

b

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Life update.

  • Got to see Queen + Adam Lambert for the first time ever at Chase Center on 11/8 with my sibs! It was amazing. Still riding high. Freddie!!!! Queen forever. 👑
  • Trying to survive the semester. Just a few more weeks and I’m done! This week is absolutely testing me. 😫
  • The holidays are here, but it’s making me emo. Beari’s one year is coming up. We miss her so much.
  • Got a few things from the baggu x sandy liang collab. Lots of items sold out quickly!!!
  • Hoping to catch a Dubs game soon. They are playing horrendously as of late. Klay has a terrible slump.
  • It’s been raining and I’m not a fan.
  • MLB sucks for voting on the Las Vegas move for the A’s. A loss for the Bay Area! DISLIKE.
  • I plan to catch up on homework and sleep next week. So glad to have time off!!!

I’m tired. Time to ko. Good night!

b

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Infinite Love.

I was able to see a sneak peek of Yayoi Kusama’s exhibit at the SFMOMA on Monday, 10/9! Thank you to my friend, Rachael. She invited me since I really wanted to go and she’s a member. It officially opens this Saturday, October 14. This was my first Kusama exhibit. I wanted to see the one in LA, but I’ll have to plan for that next time.

I gravitate towards her artwork! I love polka dots too. Here are a few pics from Monday. 🟡🔵🔴🟢🎃

I’m off today, but I did have class! Just had lunch and rewatched *NSync music videos. 🥰

Time for a nap and then I’m cleaning! I hope I can tackle some schoolwork too.

Today is also my 16th PH Anniversary. I always reflect and show gratitude for how far I’ve come. I plan to keep going. Can’t stop, won’t stop. 💜

Byeee.

b

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*NSync forever!

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They’re back and I’m SO happy! I feel like a high schooler again. 🥹🥰 I am now streaming Better Place like no one’s business. I hope there’s more in store. I’ve missed them so much!!! They’ll always have my heart.

Stay a while, fellas. “I’m so excited to see you excited.” The lyric I resonate with most!!! 💗

Good night.

b

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