For Beari. ❤️🐻❤️

Hello! Life’s been pretty busy for me these days, but I just want to say hey.

We’ve launched Beari’s chemotherapy fundraiser. If you have the means, please consider donating to our cause. We love her so much!!!! Thank you.

Time is flying, but enjoying the ride. Excited about a lot of things! Staying hopeful. 💜

Hope everyone is doing well! Take care.

Good night.

b

Life update.

B had her surgery yesterday. She’s alert and comfortable. But she hasn’t eaten yet. I’m hoping her appetite returns. ❤️🐶❤️

It’s been an anxious and overwhelming time. Trying to stay positive through it all. I’ve shed tears already. 😭

We just want her to be okay and back to her usual self. Please send prayers and good vibes.

I’m going to watch some movies and tv shows to take my mind off of things. Not sure if I’ll get much sleep.

Wishing you all a good night.

Bern

Day 408.

Happy Saturday! I needed to rest and that’s exactly what I did. I’ll be working on some stuff though before I sleep. Gotta get it done!!!

  • I got to sleep in! It was amazing.
  • We decided to order lunch to celebrate our beloved Coco. She would’ve been 20! She was a beautiful dog. Happy Birthday! Love you. ❤️
  • Lunch was delicious! Very savory and flavorful. I’ll definitely order from Saucy Asian again. 😋
  • I watched some baseball on TV. And then I started to get sleepy so I took a long nap. It eventually turned into deep sleep. I’m pretty alert now so I’ll work in a few.
  • Dad is feeling better. Still praying for his healing and good health!!! 🥰🙏🏼
  • Ordered from another Canadian company for hair accessories. Part of the proceeds will be donated to breast cancer!
  • I really want to make spaghetti again. Might go shopping for some of the ingredients tomorrow. Yes!!!
  • It was a mellow day. It was cold.
  • Played some Animal Crossing! All my turnips have been sold. Did the usual on Mango. Celeste visited last night. Need more DIY recipes from her. Nothing new to report today. Need to start gifting things to my villagers again.

Hope it was a great day for everyone! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 402.

[Sunday, April 18, 2021]

I’m late! My mind has been all over the place. I just realized I forgot to blog. I’m currently listening to Catholic songs and hymns. It’s helping, but I’m still anxious!! 😢

  • I studied my butt off. I got through two sections and I’ll be going over the final one for this module later. I plan to turn in my module assignment this week. I can do this!!!
  • My sleep hasn’t been great. That explains why I’m still awake right now.
  • Praying for Dad. I’m even sending him messages on FB. Get well soon! 💗
  • I played Animal Crossing to get my mind off of things, but it’s tough.
  • The weekend came and went! I don’t believe it. Ahh. It’s a new week, so I’m ready for whatever it may bring!
  • Hanging out with the dogs is helping.
  • I still get sad. Trying to breathe through it all.

I hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night/morning.

b

Day 401.

Happy Saturday! My mind has been all over the place. I’ve tried to focus, but it’s hard. Sending my Dad lots of healing energy! Love you. 💗

  • I didn’t sleep very well again. It’s been tough to fall and stay asleep.
  • I eventually took a nap for a few hours and got ready for the day.
  • Ran some errands! Bought a cake and gelato for our Tita’s birthday. HBD! 🥳🎂❤️
  • We had BK for lunch. The cheese tots! 😋
  • After lunch, we dropped off our aunt’s cake and gelato. We all signed her card too. She read it in front of us and I wasn’t expecting her to do that. She was moved! 🥺
  • We got to hang out with Tink and catch up with our cousins.
  • Bro’s friends stopped by and dropped off cookies. We got to meet Cookie too. What a sweet dog! 🥰
  • Continuing to pray for Dad.
  • I spent two hours studying. I’ll continue studying tomorrow! I’m ready to get this module done. Proud of my efforts and progress.
  • Trying to stay calm, but I’m all over the place at the moment. I even got in touch with a friend to talk me through it.
  • Had Chinese food for dinner. Now I’m reheating popcorn chicken. 😋
  • Lastly, I played a lot of Animal Crossing! Finally got the diy for the crescent moon chair. Made me so happy! And I got Goldie’s photo. 🥲

Hope y’all had a nice one! Continue to mask up and distance yourselves. Take care. 😷

Good night. 💜

b

Day 387.

Happy Saturday!!! 💛 Happy Birthday to our dear Sal. She’s 8 today! We love you. 🐶

  • I stayed up trying to find cherry blossom DIYs. It’s driving me nuts because they’re pretty rare to come by when shooting the presents. AC can be so addicting!!!
  • I watched The Broken Hearts Gallery. It was pretty good!
  • I took a long nap since I was so groggy.
  • Missed out on the UCLA game. They didn’t win. 😭💙💛 Bruins forever!!!!!!
  • Washed the dishes. Going to shower shortly.
  • I’ve been looking at old pictures. Trying to find more from our Mom’s side. To be young again. ❤️
  • Can’t believe it’s Easter tomorrow! So much to do. It’ll all get done.

Hope y’all had a nice one! Take care.

Good night.

b

Day 377.

My day went alright, but I’m dealing with a lot of feelings and emotions. The current events are taking a toll on me. I’m trying to breathe and take it a day at a time.

My question for myself right now is: What’s next? I’m approaching the next steps with my potential career. I’m a bit frustrated. 😣😫 Do I go back to school? What to do?!

  • Animal Crossing update: all is well on Mango. I’m hoping to revamp stuff this weekend. But I gotta earn my play time! Still hoping I can secure the Sanrio cards. PLSSS.
  • It’s our Tito’s 40 days since his passing. RIP Tito Timmy. 🤍 It was nice to see family and friends.
  • Thinking of securing another Telfar bag. But which color? I’ll figure that out next week.
  • I’m pretty tired tonight. Not sure if I have the energy to study. I might just do it tomorrow morning.
  • I just feel really crappy tonight. I need a shower and a good night’s sleep. I’m dealing with terrible anxiety. 😭
  • Lastly, it was nice to see our Lola’s rehab progress. I hope to visit her again this upcoming weekend. 💕

I hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

b

Day 372.

TGIF! It’s been a long week for me, but I made it. 🥲

  • It’s our little darling’s gotcha anniversary! I can’t believe it’s been four years. Love you, B!!! ❤️🐻❤️
  • It’s been a March Madness kind of day. I’ve watched a handful of games and it’s exciting. I made some last minute changes to my bracket. Some turned out well and others didn’t. Ahh! Still so fun to play.
  • Ordered lunch and I was disappointed that some food wasn’t even included in the delivery. Sigh. So I ordered from another place! Boba tea Friday. We went with Boba Guys.
  • I didn’t get to sleep in and that’s okay. I plan to do that tomorrow + be productive.
  • Animal Crossing update: haven’t sold much of my turnips. Meteor shower on Mango tonight. Yay!!! Learned some new DIYs.
  • Got to chat and catch up with family again. Lola is back home. ❤️ Would love to visit her this weekend.
  • Looking at some rare beauty goodies. I want the liquid eyeshadow!! 🥰
  • Planning to watch some movies this weekend and read!
  • Well, I hope y’all had a nice one. Take good care!

Enjoy the weekend!!

Good night.

b

Day 286.

Happy Wednesday! I didn’t do much today. I finished sending out the rest of my holiday cards. That was a relief. I still have a few more presents to wrap up. I’m planning to clean up a bit before Friday! I can’t believe that Christmas is almost here.

We were able to grocery shop today. Yay! I stay home for all of that, but I help by unloading and putting things away. I really miss pre-COVID times. I know the world won’t be the same after all of this. 😭 I’m just thankful for food. ❤️

Anyway, I got to practice playing Last Christmas on my uke. It’s a lot of fun! I love learning new songs. I’ll probably learn some other Christmas songs too.

Animal Crossing update: it’s been something trying to get these festive DIYs. I only have 4 in total! I’ve stayed up just trying to get all of them. Here’s hoping I find another one tonight. 🥴🙃

I really want to watch The Bee Gees documentary. Maybe tonight? Or another holiday movie? I don’t know.

Planning to catch up with friends in the next few days. Can’t wait! Oh yeah, my highlight of the day: getting my Pat McGrath lipstick in the mail. Woo! Love the color.

Hope y’all had a good one. Take care and be safe!

Good night.

b

Day 167.

It’s been a heavy day for me. I had to take a nap after hearing about the current events in sports, politics, and the murder of innocent people protesting for change! I’ve been very vocal about my political views. My blog is a place of love and safety. I will continue to support #BlackLivesMatter. 🖤

I’m also dealing with my own personal issues. I guess I’m trying to figure out what was said. Am I overthinking? Am I overreacting? I’m a strong Piscean womyn. I’ve always had good intuition. Of course people are owed the benefit of the doubt. So we shall see. I had to step away from my phone for the last few hours. I’ll respond when I’m not so emotionally charged and clear headed. This pandemic has become overwhelming. I miss social interaction especially in public settings, but I’m still doing my part and exercising caution no matter how much I want to meet somebody new.

I haven’t found the strength to study and take care of work stuff. Maybe I can work on something for an hour or two. I must play my uke too. I played some Animal Crossing too. I was quite distracted so I didn’t play for long. 🙃

I finished my 100 squats! I’m challenging myself to take care of my body and eat well. So far I’ve done 300. Another 300 more! I can!!! 💜💪🏼💜

Lastly, Happy National Dog Day! To the present and past puppers, thank you for your love and loyalty. We love you always! ❤️

Time to focus. Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

b