Something Borrowed always tugs at my heartstrings. 🥹
I’m Rachel. Still Rachel.
Kbye.
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Tag: dating
Mood.
I’m still emo. I resonate with this scene in Last Christmas. My feelings are valid at this moment in time. Always valid, but I’ve felt it more so this week.
I’ll be stronger. Thanks, J!
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Day 182.
I didn’t do much today. Happy Thursday! I’m glad it’s almost the weekend. I need to recollect myself badly. 🙃
I’m really digging Julie and the Phantoms on Netflix. It dropped today. I’m already in the middle of s1. The cast is great!
I’m about to exercise in a bit. I opened Snapchat earlier today and it was a baseball memory! A year ago today I was at Oracle Park. I miss going to sporting events. I’m a little torn right now with a life decision. Not sure what to do! 😭 I’ll figure it out.
Animal Crossing update: nothing new. Still paying off my loan. Forgot to buy the cool washer at the store. Oh well. Maybe it’ll be back in a few weeks?
Giants lose in SD. Winning streak snapped. Pablo was DFA’d. I’m so sad about that. He’ll always be a Giants legend. Thanks for the memories, Pablo! You did well, kid. 🖤🧡
Btw Saweetie’s recent post on IG and Twitter made me cackle. I was so entertained. 🇵🇭❤️😆!
Time to work! If I’m feeling ambitious, I might study. If not, I can shelve it for tomorrow.
Good night.
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Day 180.
Still emo. Keeping to myself, but also overthinking. Friends have been supportive. Thank you! So where do I go from here?
I slept for most of the day. I woke up from my nap about an hour ago. I just don’t feel like myself. 😞
I will get some work done and I plan on exercising. Those are the things I can do for myself while I navigate this rough patch. It’s hard to focus, but I must do it.
Animal Crossing update: I’ve played for 255 hours or more since quarantine. Wild! Paid off part of my loan. Leif is at the plaza. I sold him some weeds.
Enough moping. Let’s get shit done!
Have a good night.
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Day 178.
Happy Sunday! It’s a new week and I’m ready to conquer it all. I’m still in a weird headspace. Trying to figure it out.
The Giants won! Last game in the series tomorrow. 🖤🧡
I got some work done although I was very distracted. It was also a really hot day in the city. I think we hit 96? Oh dear. 🥵 My window is open and I can still feel the hot air.
I might just take a quick nap. I’m a little emo at the moment. 😞 I played my uke to take my mind off of things.
Animal Crossing update: I’m so close to paying off my loan. I also saw shooting stars! ✨ Had to time travel to get turnips. Success!
My head hurts. I’m going to nap.
Hope y’all had a nice Sunday! Take care.
Good night.
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Day 154.
Happy Thursday! It’s almost the weekend. Yay. 😊
Yesterday took a lot of energy, but I’m still very proud of myself whatever the outcome of this will be. I’d love to keep talking and getting to know each other. It’s hard to gauge if feelings will be reciprocated. Taking a chance and creating opportunity is a big step!
I woke up at a decent time. The temperature of my room got me up. It was hot out there! 81 in the city. I decided to go for a walk. I needed to just be with my thoughts. I also got to photograph some things in the neighborhood. I found Bill Pullman posted! He’s one of my faves. 💗
I played some Animal Crossing. Nothing too eventful happening on my island. I’m hoping to have my college friend over this weekend! I’m waiting for Redd to return. I want more art.
My dresser will finally be done tonight. I want to put my things away already. There will be a lot of shuffling around. I’m excited for the change!
Going to remain positive. I’m hoping I get the okay from my medical team.🤞🏼 If I don’t, I’ll have to sit out. I trust their decision regardless of what it is.
Well, it’s back to building. Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!
Good night.
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Day 135.
Today was a good day. Giants with the W in LA! 😀 Go Giants!!!
Animal Crossing update: 2nd Bug-Off event! I did pretty well for myself. I redeemed my points and got an artisanal bug cage, ladybug rug, and ladybug umbrella. I fixed up part of my island and started to work with my flowers. It’ll take a while until everything is organized. Progress.
We watched Unsolved Mysteries on Netflix. It was a really good episode. I also watched more Indian Matchmaking. It’s only 8 episodes. I’m on e5. I’m invested.
I’m brainstorming at the moment for some room upgrades: desk, more storage, and a dresser. I’m finalizing which pieces I want. I’m on a budget, but so far I think I’m doing pretty well. I’m excited for the new changes especially if I need to WFH come Autumn. I’m planning to start my certification course for TEFL. It’s a good alternative and I hope I enjoy it.
Food consumption today: chicken katsu plate + boba. It’s a combo I haven’t had in a while. Time to save $. It’s so easy to order delivery, but I like cooking and baking a lot. Just didn’t have the energy and time.
It’ll be a busy day tomorrow, but I’m looking forward to it especially my video chat with my college friend.
Dating apps are daunting, but I’m sticking with it. We’ll see. LOL. Played my uke to de-stress.
Hope everyone had a nice Saturday. Take care!
Good night.
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let me think. 