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Day 23.

I slept a lot. That doesn’t change. Lol. But I did switch things up today. I decided to practice some yoga. I haven’t done it in months so the first session after a while is always the hardest. Proud to say I survived! I had to slow down in the middle of my practice, but I was able to complete the 30 minutes! I also did some more stretching and my core exercises. Progress. ☺️💪🏼

Watched another episode of Kim’s Convenience. It’s so funny! Watched The Social Network before bed too. It gave me a lot of new insight. My mind was blown. Trust is at the center of everything. You don’t have that, you have nothing.

I’m glad I’ve been blogging since the shelter in place. I feel like I’m growing throughout this process. It hasn’t been easy, but it’s all about perspective. I’m very blessed and fortunate. Sometimes I don’t always see that. I can be stubborn. I’m thankful for my family even when we don’t always see eye to eye. It’s all about communication and understanding. Patience most definitely too.

I’d like to finally watch Onward tonight. I hear it’s a good movie.

I’m gonna call it a night. Hope you all had a nice Saturday! It’s raining over here, but it’s peaceful. Later!

b

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Day 22.

Happy Birthday, Sal! She’s 7 today. ❤️ I’m really happy we rescued her. She’s so sweet. Love you. And a Happy Birthday to my friend, Chris! We met at CCSF and we’ve kept in touch since. Those friendships are the best. Hope you enjoyed the day! We’ll celebrate once we’re able. 🧡

I slept all day. Noticing a pattern? I’m trying to normalize my sleep. It’s pretty difficult. Ahh. I’ll try to sleep earlier tonight. But I want to watch Onward. Looks like a really good movie.

Anyway, I spent part of my day drafting an email. And then I sent it. Then I had to pay a bill. Successful Friday!

Glad it’s the weekend. I hope I’m productive. And even if I’m not, I’m going through all of this. We all are.

Good night!

b

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Day 21.

Late post. I’ve been very sleepy. Second day of not being able to sleep well at all. It sucks! 😔 Hoping to sleep better tonight.

It was a very blessed day. I received good news and for that I am thankful. 🙏🏼

I’ve got new shoes arriving in a week. I’m very excited for that. My uke has shipped now too! Yayyy!!!

I watched Prom. Reminded me of high school. Those days weren’t so great. I went alone my senior year. I remember being miserable, but I tried my best to enjoy the night. That night was a learning moment. It made me stronger. 💜

I also rewatched My Best Friend’s Wedding. The music is so good. I love the cast. And hello it’s in Chicago! One of my favorite cities. I miss it.

Well, I hope you all had a nice Thursday. Take care!

Good night.

b

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Day 20.

Happy April! It’s a new month. Glad to have turned the page on March. We made it! ❤️

I didn’t sleep very well. My insomnia was terrible. And I couldn’t stay asleep. I hate when that happens. So I slept the day away. I’ve been watching episodes of Kim’s Convenience. S4 is here! 😊 I love all the characters and the humor. Too good.

Still a waiting game on a few things in my life. It’s all transitional. I’m learning to be okay with the stillness. I miss what was. I miss everyone. 😭 And I’m waiting on my uke. Watching beginner videos to keep my mind right once it gets here.

I’m remaining positive and hopeful. I never give up on hope.

Hope your first day of April went well! Have a good night.

b

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Day 19.

Photo credit goes to the owner. I believe this is from the Quintanilla Family.

We made it to the end of the month! ☺️ March seemed like an eternity. Shelter in place for the Bay Area has been extended to May 3rd. I believe we’re flattening the curve. Good job, Bay Area! ❤️

Today marks the 25th Anniversary of Selena Quintanilla-Perez’s untimely passing. Growing up we went to the local taqueria with the family. Her songs were always playing on the jukebox. That’s my earliest memory of her. Bianca and I were obsessed with her music. We still are to this day. So much talent, beauty, and grace. Gone too soon. RIP Selena. 💜

RIP Nip. Gone, but never forgotten. I’ve listened to both artists simultaneously today. Thank you for sharing your artistry with the world.

I’d like to take a moment to think of my trans brothers and sisters. I’m in solidarity with you today during International Transgender Day of Visibility. Sending love and light. 💕

I’ve been so tired today. I slept a lot again. I did get the chance to watch Selena Live! The Last Concert on YouTube. So much stage presence.

I finished the Bridget Jones series. Loved the films. I want to read the books. I’m now watching Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist. It’s pretty good.

My new shampoo and conditioner were delivered too. Excited to try it. That was my Tuesday.

Good night.

b

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Day 18.

I slept the day away. I was listening to music in between naps. I’ve been pretty run down. I’m allowing my body to rest. I’m on social media a few hours a day. Trying to disconnect as much as I can.

I’m in the middle of Bridget Jones’s Baby. I like it so far. Planning to finish it before I sleep tonight.

I also listened to Ariana Grande’s first album Yours Truly on vinyl. Finally! I’ve been waiting since I returned from London in January. I kept putting it off because of work and whatnot. Sounds amazing! 🙂

Shelter in place will be extended until May 1st. We can all do this together, but apart. Be safe and well! SF ❤️

I haven’t been feeling the greatest today. I hope tomorrow is a better day.

Good night.

b

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Day 17.

I’m going to keep this short. I slept for most of the day. I’ve been super tired. I’m grieving with the world. 💔

Hoping for a better week – regardless of if I’m productive or not. Rest is so important right now. Before this shelter in place, I was already quite familiar with resting throughout the day. I consider myself a nap queen! Seriously. If it was ever a sport, sign me up! 😂

Chipotle filled my belly today. I didn’t eat too much. It’s the fatigue.

I’m trying to be creative at this time. I’ve been brainstorming a lot. We’ll see what comes of it.

Peace and love.

b

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London 2019-2020.

I really miss London right now. I had so much fun! And we didn’t get to fully do everything on our list. I’d love to return in a few years time. Plenty of friends over there.

I miss the hustle and bustle of the city. I miss the snacks especially the crisps and chocolate. Bangers and mash too!

I miss traveling – domestic and international. I’ll continue to wait, but adventure is out there. I’ll take advantage of adventure any day. Once we all get through this pandemic, I won’t waste a day.

Time to sleep. I’ve been a night owl all week. That’s gotta change. And I have so many pics from this tour I haven’t been able to upload and share. Sit tight.

Peace and love.

b

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Day 16.

I’ve got a new avatar for my blog! Thank you to keeshuuu. She’s so talented! I love it.

So I slept the day away. Woo! I’ve just been tired and drained. I’ve been reading stuff online that what we’re all feeling is grief. I totally agree. Speaking for myself, it’s a loss of independence. I’ve always been immunocompromised, but this pandemic has heightened my response. I’ve stayed in my room for many days now. I can’t be around anyone who is under the weather. I just miss doing my own things. I won’t ever take those things for granted. It’s always the little things that mean a lot to me. I’m glad I have a space to call my own and type my thoughts out here.

Bought my uke! It won’t be delivered for another few weeks, but I’m really excited to learn. I’ve already got some songs on my list. But I gotta get the basics down first. Yay!

I’m almost done with Broad City. 😭 Chloe told me about it a few years ago. We haven’t seen each other in so long. We got to catch up a bit on IG. I wished her well.

I’m also rewatching The Lizzie McGuire Movie. She’s the same age as me. Reminds me of better times. I just wish my teenage years were memorable. Some of it is, but the other parts sucked. I always fell for an idiot. None of those people matter anymore. I think I’m much more refined now. 😂 I also watched a few episodes of Step By Step again. Cody always makes me laugh and Dana rules!

That sums up my Saturday. Shout out to the kid sister for making dinner. Fried spam, eggs, garlic rice, and banana ketchup for dip. Perfection. That’ll be the featured image for the entry.

Hope everyone is well. Later!

b

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Day 15.

TGIF! We made it. I stayed up watching Step By Step. Lol. Childhood memories. And then I eventually fell asleep. Woke up to messages from family, friends, and work. Closure will extend to May 1st. I’ve got a lot of free time on my hands now.

I’m hoping to learn the uke now. I need to find a good beginner one. I’m doing some research and I’m already trying to figure out chords.

I’m trying my best to disconnect from social media, but it’s hard because family and friends are on there. People tagging you left and right. Lol.

I’ll keep this entry short. And I just want to sincerely thank those on the front lines: doctors, nurses, everyone in the healthcare field, grocery store workers, delivery persons, and all essential employees! Also to those who have donated medical supplies and sewed masks. You are our heroes! #stayhome

Enjoy the rest of your night. Later!

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