Happy February!

I’ll be blogging daily for the month. February holds a special place in my heart. Bday month! Yay 💜

I’m in a somber mood. One, the Jimmy G era is about to close in SF. I really wanted us/him to get #6 for us and it wasn’t in the cards. 😭💔 I know he’s handsome, but he’s such a classy dude. This year was heavy and he carried himself with grace. 3-5 to the NFC Championship Game! Incredible. I wish him all the best wherever he goes. I’ll be rooting for him always. Thanks for everything, Jimmy! You’ll be missed.

Two, our uncle is very sick. I’m trying to hold it together, but I’ve cried a few times. It’s difficult being separated from each other during this time. The pandemic robbed us of time to be together. I pray for his comfort and peace. I’m so grateful that we’ve been able to share memories together since 2012. That was a life changing year and it’s still felt to this day.

There are other things going on with me and I’m honestly taking it a day at a time. I haven’t been super motivated and I feel a bit hopeless at times with the job search. I yearn to go back a few years when I was really happy and on top of the world! Thankfully, I get to chat with my therapist next week so I hope it’s a good session.

I’m eating comfort food, but also trying to establish an exercise routine that’ll work for me. We finally made Filipino breakfast: rice, eggs, tomatoes, spam, and longanisa. 😋 This is why I gotta work out. Lol.

I look forward to the rest of this month! It’s only day 1. I’m going to make the most of it. 💗

I’m hoping to sleep soon. It’s been hard to fall and stay asleep. My thoughts have been racing.

Good night.

b

😭😩💔

Another heartbreaking loss. The Niners get so close, yet so far. It was an incredible season nonetheless! 3-5 to the NFC Championship Game. What a ride!

Jimmy might’ve played his last game in a Niners uniform. 🥺 There’s a lot of question marks going into the offseason. I wrote him a letter back in December. I really hope he finds the time to respond, but if not – I tried! Didn’t get to attend a game this season because of Covid. It’s not safe for me to be out there. Ahh!

I’m also emo due to a lot of personal things going on in my life. I hope I see the light at the end of the tunnel. This pandemic has been a lot. February is fast approaching and I look forward to celebrating our bday! It really is the small things. I’m trying to stay positive, but it’s been tough.

I’ll always love the 49ers! Born and bred in SF. So much history!!! Thank you for the memories. Here’s to next year. Go Bengals! 🧡

Good night.

b

Day 235.

[Monday, November 2, 2020]

Happy Monday! It’s been busy. I finally have time to type. I just finished filling out my ballot! I’m proud of myself. 😎 If you’re able, please VOTE!!!

Work went well. I stood my ground. Felt good to have order and regulation. Let’s see how it goes on Wednesday. It’s a short day for me tomorrow.

Election Day is exciting, but so much anxiety!!! I plan to drop off my ballot before work.

Animal Crossing update: Redd was in town. Yay, new art for the museum!! Mango needs to be revamped for the holidays. I’m ready.

We had Mexican food for dinner. I’m so stuffed. Nachos were amazing! I’ll try the quesadilla tomorrow. 😋

I’m so tired. I’ve got to swing by the dental clinic to redo my night guard impression. I’m ready!

Thinking of our dear ancestors. Please continue to guide us. ❤️✨

This is good night. Take care!

b

P.S. Happy Birthday, Jimmy G! ❤️💛

Jimmy G!

Photo credit: San Francisco 49ers.

We’ve got a quarterback!!! I’m so excited for the new season and what’s to come. 😎

Btw Jimmy, it’s San Francisco and never the shortened version. But you’re the new kid, so all is forgiven. #sf

#questforsix

Happy Friday to all! It’s been a busy day for me, but now it’s time to nap.

b