Tag: mental health

Melancholy.

That’s been my current state. Also I’m very tired. I worked 6 days in a row. Day off wasn’t really a day off. Back to work later 😭

Keeping away from social media rn. It annoys me so badly. Like that’s how people stay connected?! It’s so fake and hella curated. Part of me wants to stay away for a while. People know how to reach me, but it’s quiet.

Just processing a lot of things. My health is taking a hit rn. Some of my labs are elevated and the other is lower than normal. So I’m taking my iron again. Hopefully that boosts my system come mid-August.

Still trying to figure something out. It’s been bothering me.

HKIA has been my lifesaver tbh.

Well, this is good night.

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Depressed.

I’ve always been one to hide my depression. I’ll usually play it off as anxiety. These last two weeks, I’ve dealt with high functioning depression. I’m pretty much on autopilot and faking a smile.

We have a very sick dog at home and I’m feeling helpless. She needs surgery, but we can’t finance it! So what do we do next? 😭💔 It hurts my head and heart thinking about potential scenarios. She’s still very much aware. She’s just in pain. I want to scream!!!!! AHHHHHHH. 😫

I feel hopeless too. I try to stay optimistic but as of late I don’t feel or think it.

Doing my best to hold on. I’m absolutely terrified.

Please keep me and my family in your thoughts. We definitely need lots of prayers. Thank you!

Good night.

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Sick.

I returned from Boston on Monday. I started to lose my voice that night. I was on vocal rest for a few days. Returned to work on Thursday and doing my best to get healthy! I tested myself for Covid and it came back negative. Doing another PCR test later.

I’m still coughing which sucks. Tea and throat drops are helping. I just want my normal voice back!

I’ve been quite tired too and I need to catch up on school work. Still going through vacation pics and trying to figure out which ones to share. It takes me forever.

Had a good therapy session! Cut it short because of my throat. I hope I’m in the clear in about a week.

Following postseason baseball on Twitter and the MLB app. BEAT LA 😎

I can’t stay awake anymore. Good night.

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