I can’t believe it’s been 10 years. I miss you more each day.
Thank you for being the glue. Thank you for your sacrifices and thank you for your love.
Until we meet again. I love you, Lola! 💗
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Author: bernadette
Baseball. Music is my therapy. Creative. Dreamer. Photography.
Time is winding down.
This title applies to many things going on in my life right now.
- The Giants got the win and man was it torturous! 10 games remaining, 2 game lead against our rivals. BEAT LA!!!! 🖤🧡🖤🧡
- Feeling discouraged because I shared the bday and Lupus fundraiser for our dear friend, Sarah and I’ve only gotten a handful of donations. Very thankful to those who have already donated! 🙏🏼 I hope we hit our goal before or on 10/16!!! 💜
- Lots of other things going on, but I’ll save that for another day.
Work went well. It’s just too quiet in the office, so I played my fave tunes to get through the day.
Starting anew is worth it!!!! ❤️
I’m taking more photos again. The fog was really pretty! 🌁
I’m tired, but I need to clean and study later. It’ll all get done.
Good night and Go Giants!!!!
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GIGANTES 🖤🧡
It was so much fun to be back at the yard. We got the W! Final score of 2-0. It was cool to see Morton pitch in person. Disappointed that it wasn’t Fried. Won’t be in attendance tomorrow. 😢 Next season!
Go Giants!!!!
Good night.
b
20 years.
Photo credit: Getty Images
I was a 14 year old freshman in high school ready to take a math test and then everything was canceled. TVs were on in every classroom. The horrific images of that day. Everyone was sent home. 💔
I still feel sadness and anger. RIP to all the beautiful souls. Thinking of their families and loved ones. You are loved, missed, and remembered. 🤍
I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting today. My good deed of the day was donating to a fundraiser for a dear friend. 💜
I’m going to call it a night. I’m very tired.
Good night.
b
2-1!
Just going to leave that here! 😏 So much excitement from yesterday – I forgot to post! We finally got the W against Buehler and the series. And it’s no surprise, Steven Duggar was clutch!!! 🤩🥰 We’re back on the road, so please treat us well.
There’s still so much baseball to be played. A game at a time!!! I know we’re hungry for the division. 💪🖤🧡
I should be asleep, but I’m thinking about a lot right now. Please send prayers and good vibes my way. I’m dealing with anxiety!! 😔 Breathe.
Wishing you all a great week. Happy Labor Day!
b
#BEATLA
This rivalry series has been something. It’s 1-1! I’m really hoping we finally get a W against Buehler. Ahhh!!! Too many LOB yesterday and our numbers for RISP are 🤦🏻♀️ I’m going to need a really great performance from someone. Step it up! The regular season is winding down. 😢
My expectations for them was to be better than last year and the Giants have done that. We need a nice streak going! The division is up for grabs. Please find your way, fellas. 🖤🧡🖤🧡
I’m planning to attend one more game, but it’s risky. So I’m 50/50 at the moment. 🙃
That’s all I wanted to get off my chest tonight. Go Giants!!!!! #BeatLA
Sweet dreams.
b
Insomniac.
My sleep has been irregular for the last few months. I’m dealing with a lot of uncertainties. I’m trying to enjoy the ride, but those moments when I’m alone is when I feel it most. 😭 I’m so anxious too so that doesn’t help.
I’m keeping busy so I can make progress. So far it’s going alright.
Currently listening to Meg & Dia. I revert back to my twenties. Ups and downs, but I learned and experienced so much during those years! I hope the rest of my thirties will be just as eventful.
There’s just a lot to do in this lifetime, but taking it a day at a time. That’s all I can do. Onward! Keeping the faith and hoping for better days. I don’t like to dwell on the pandemic, but it’s impacted my life just like everyone else. I’m not able to freely do what I used to do. I’m changing my patterns and habits. I miss traveling. Probably won’t be able to until 2023. I always think of the future because of my health. Will I be healthy enough? Can I keep up? 😢
I’m doing my best to take care of myself and sometimes it doesn’t work out. I’m stubborn!
I’m getting sleepy so I’ll end it here. This is what’s been going on in my head.
Good night. 💜
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Baby girl.
Photo credit to the owner.
It’s been 20 years since your passing. Remembering those who were with you that day. Your music and unique style are still making an impact. Always loved and never forgotten!
RIP Aaliyah 🤍
Baseball.
It’s only a game, but our lead is shrinking. Giants, pls get it together!!!! PLSSS.
Sincerely,
Bernie 🖤🧡🖤🧡
To new beginnings.
I’m back at point A. I decided to leave my job given everything going on with Covid. It’s too risky! It’s bittersweet, but I’m ready to start anew.
I’ve edited my resumé and making steady progress with my TEFL course. I’m already applying to a few positions. I’m a bit overwhelmed, but I’m certain that I’ll find something that fits my schedule.
I’ve been watching a lot of Studio Ghibli films to pass the time. They’re all so great!! I’m hoping to watch more. 😌
Kris Bryant! We got him. He’ll hopefully be in the lineup tomorrow. We lost tonight. Boo! If we’re going to make a run for the postseason, might as well go all out. Watson also returns!! Exciting.
Wishing you all a great weekend! Take care. 💜
b
let me think. 