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Life update.

Doc called me yesterday. More testing needs to be done. I’m being referred to another specialist. I’ve cried a few times already. I’m anxious and I’m scared. Just trying to breathe through it all. 😭

I’m grateful to my medical team, my family, and my friends. I know they’re supporting me as best as they can.

Lots of things are distracting me right now: sports, music, and a bit of retail therapy!

I’m just hoping things work out for me in November. I’m looking forward to getting away.🤞

The eternal sunshine tour presale is in a few hours. I really hope I get tickets!! That would make me so, so happy. PLSSS. 🩵

Well, I bid you all adieu.

Later!

b

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Health stuff.

I’m retaining water in my belly. Ahh! I’m pretty anxious and nervous about it because the radiologist isn’t sure what’s causing it. He advised to get a CT scan to get a better look.🤞I sent a message to my primary care doctor. Hopefully she gets back to me soon. The plan is to drain it. Knew this wasn’t just in my head. I always questioned why my tummy looked like that in the mirror and in pics. Now I know there’s something going on.

It’s officially a new month and I’m thinking about a lot!!! I want the rest of the year to go well, but feeling meh. 😭 Doing my best to stay positive.

Still in a spat with my siblings. I need my space and my peace right now so I’m not engaging. Byeee.

Work is officially back this week and school! Might teach, but depends on the course and the hours. We’ll see.

Giants baseball right now is 🔥🔥🔥! Keep it up, boys.

Just listening to music. Manifesting Ariana tix for the eternal sunshine tour. PLSSS!!! 🩵 I need them.

Good night.

b

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Emo ass.

Yesterday was a long, but productive day! Had a doc appt and work. 💜

During my appt, I found myself getting teary eyed. I’ve been feeling a lot of emotions lately. It means it’s almost that time of month. 🥲 Anyway, I’ve been overthinking. This is all normal for me. Dealing with feelings annoys me. Do I like him more than he likes me? Probably. So I’m trying to create space, but it’s hard.

I’m not good with boundaries. It’s gonna take a lot of practice.

Life is very challenging right now. I feel like every year is tbh. I don’t want things to be this way anymore. How do I change it? Sighhh. I want to be happy truly. I just don’t know what that looks like right now.

I’m just really frustrated. I want things to be better. Change starts within.

Anyway, baseball is back today! Here’s to the second half of the season. GO GIANTS!!!!! 🖤🧡

I’ll try to sleep. Good night.

b

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In my head.

Been in there a lot the last few days. It’s also that time of month, so I’ve been very emotional and sensitive!

I have the week off which is nice. It’s been great to slow down, take my time, and catch up on rest.

It’s officially summer, but the weather in SF says otherwise. 🥲 I’m still layered up every time I leave the house. I went for a nice walk yesterday at Kezar after my blood draw. Things look okay. Doc might follow up this week.

Orbiting. It’s annoying af. But that person just did. I’m learning to let go and be okay with not doing much with that anymore. It pains me and it makes me sad, but I guess I’ll just leave it. As much as I like them, space is important. Sighhh.

Baseball. It’s brutal af! The Giants have lost games that they shouldn’t have. Offense is still rocky. Pitching is decent. Defense could also use some work. Going to another game this month and I need them to show up!!! 🖤🧡

I’m decluttering and letting go of things that no longer serve me. It’s a lot of work, but it’ll be worth it.

Lots to look forward to the next few days! I’m ready. 🥰

Good night.

b

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Can’t wait to be done. 😭

School is kicking my butt and I’m juggling two jobs at the same time. It will all get done, but I am exhausted!!!

Looking forward to finishing papers, projects, and my finals.

There’s something to look forward to hopefully. 🙂‍↔️ We got to chat. I’ll remind him. Lol.

Willy Adames is a Giant! Physical pending.🤞Traumatized after Carlos Correa tbh.

Anyway, time to ko! It’s my Friday. Yayyy. And Go Niners!!!!!

Good night.

b

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Still in my head.

I’d like to be a rational adult about everything. Am I jumping to conclusions? Maybe. But like the universe gave me a sign. What else is there to see?!

Still bummed out. Music is calming me, but also making me super emo.

I just want Friday and Saturday to be over and done with honestly. I’ve been through worse. I can get through it!!! But I’ll have to face the music. Sighhh.

But first, baseball! I’m so ready. 🖤🧡

Good night.

b

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Hellooo!

It’s been a while since I’ve typed anything up. Life is good, but it could be better. 😝

My trip to NYC was amazing! I wish I would’ve stayed an extra day or two. Dealt with rain flying in and dealt with it again when I flied out. The best part of my trip was catching up with friends! But we also got to shop, eat, and navigate the subway. Lots of walking, but it was fun! Got to see a handful of tourist attractions. Stayed in Manhattan. Will have to venture out to the other boroughs in the future.

So I think I’m in for a blooming friendship. Part of me is like, “What am I doing?” The other part of me is like go for it! 😂 We shall see where this goes. I’m curious, but also a little terrified. Pray for me! LOL. NYC was the catalyst.✨

Giants aren’t very good atm. Dubs beat the Lakers in LA yesterday!!!

The last few days have taken me out, but I will take advantage of my day off today. Not sure if I can sleep in because I need to cook brunch and take care of other errands.

I think April AND May will be a lot of fun! Just go with the flow and then some. 😘

Looking forward to all of the sunshine later!!! Good night. 💜

b

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I love you, baseball.

Tuesday, August 15, 2023 was one of the best days ever! I won tickets to the Gotham Club via Twitter a few weeks back. I was anxious, but excited leading up to the big day!! It’s an exclusive space and I was grateful to be given the opportunity to see the ballpark from a different perspective. I shared the experience with my twin sis.

There’s a lot of history! From New York to San Francisco. I took as many pictures and videos as I could. Our first stop was batting practice. Our third base coach, Mark Hallberg handed me a ball! He was really cool. He asked, “Is it my lucky day or is it your lucky day?!” Both. Hahaha. We hung around for a good hour and then went inside to grab a bite to eat. Twin and I split a BLTA with fries. I ordered red wine and she had a Coke.

Watched the game from the secret area aka the out of town scoreboard. It was cool! Afterwards, we went to the game room. Such a neat area. We decided to play Pac-Man, darts, and bowling. Giants won that day, 7-0!!! I’m now 1-2 this season. Might attend another game or two. Not sure if we’ll get to the postseason, but🤞

Summer is winding down, but trying to make the most of these last few weeks! I’m stressed about life. The usual. Hope all will be okay! Just really glad to be working again.

Kk need to ko. Sweet dreams.

b

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Mental break.

Hi! It’s been a while. Hope all is well.

Not much going on with me. Went to Las Vegas in the beginning of the month and then I’m on a mini summer break from work. It’s been nice to sleep in, stay up, and just take care of myself before everything starts up again. I’m a little stressed and anxious, but I think I’ll be okay. I’ve got a few more concerts lined up so I’m very excited!!! This year is flying. I’m hoping to chat with him when I return. 😅😘

Fantasy football is pretty much here! I draft my team in a week. LFG

I’m also trying to read more and keeping up with my walking! So important since I have a wedding reception to attend in October. Gotta tone my arms too!

Staying on top of the FIFAWWC! So cool seeing the Filipinas be part of the tournament. I’m rooting for Spain and England! The matches have been very entertaining.

I’m also cleaning and clearing the clutter! So many things I don’t really need or use anymore. I’ll get around to donating and hopefully reselling.

That’s pretty much it! And the Giants are on a losing streak. Yikes!!! 😫

Good night.

b

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