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5 days.

Surgery day is fast approaching and I’m taking care of everything that I can beforehand. That means laundry, cleaning, making sure I’m getting rest, eating well, and packing a bag for the hospital. I’m nervous! Very anxious too, but I know it’s for the best. I wanted to reach out to someone, but I think it’s best not to right now. 🥲

There’s a lot of pre-surgery prep. Need to remind myself to stay away from certain foods and drinks. Can’t have caffeine this week. Gahhh! Not even salmon. I wanted a poke bowl. Next time.

I know I’ll be in good hands. But I’m praying and thinking positive.

Sports is keeping me preoccupied! Go Blue Jays. Been a Springer fan since his Astro days. BEAT LA!!! 🩵

I’ve also bought hella Niner gear. I am not ashamed. I love my damn team. LFG!!!

It’s my Monday. There’s a ton of stuff I need to deal with academically too. This week feels like an eternity. A day at a time.

I’m ready to ko! Good night.

b

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Life update.

Doc called me yesterday. More testing needs to be done. I’m being referred to another specialist. I’ve cried a few times already. I’m anxious and I’m scared. Just trying to breathe through it all. 😭

I’m grateful to my medical team, my family, and my friends. I know they’re supporting me as best as they can.

Lots of things are distracting me right now: sports, music, and a bit of retail therapy!

I’m just hoping things work out for me in November. I’m looking forward to getting away.🤞

The eternal sunshine tour presale is in a few hours. I really hope I get tickets!! That would make me so, so happy. PLSSS. 🩵

Well, I bid you all adieu.

Later!

b

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Emo ass.

Yesterday was a long, but productive day! Had a doc appt and work. 💜

During my appt, I found myself getting teary eyed. I’ve been feeling a lot of emotions lately. It means it’s almost that time of month. 🥲 Anyway, I’ve been overthinking. This is all normal for me. Dealing with feelings annoys me. Do I like him more than he likes me? Probably. So I’m trying to create space, but it’s hard.

I’m not good with boundaries. It’s gonna take a lot of practice.

Life is very challenging right now. I feel like every year is tbh. I don’t want things to be this way anymore. How do I change it? Sighhh. I want to be happy truly. I just don’t know what that looks like right now.

I’m just really frustrated. I want things to be better. Change starts within.

Anyway, baseball is back today! Here’s to the second half of the season. GO GIANTS!!!!! 🖤🧡

I’ll try to sleep. Good night.

b

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Can’t wait to be done. 😭

School is kicking my butt and I’m juggling two jobs at the same time. It will all get done, but I am exhausted!!!

Looking forward to finishing papers, projects, and my finals.

There’s something to look forward to hopefully. 🙂‍↔️ We got to chat. I’ll remind him. Lol.

Willy Adames is a Giant! Physical pending.🤞Traumatized after Carlos Correa tbh.

Anyway, time to ko! It’s my Friday. Yayyy. And Go Niners!!!!!

Good night.

b

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🖤🧡 x 💚💛

Yesterday’s hang out was a lot of fun! I got confirmation. 🥰 Nerves were there initially, but I was able to calm down once we got to the yard. We were running a little late, but that’s okay. I forgive him! 😆

We got chicken lumpia, dole whips, a spicy chicken sandwich, and a Coke. Good food and great company! I always told myself to take a risk. I was quite scared in 22/23. I was dealing with a lot mentally. Things changed for me in 23/24!

I’d like to believe this is a start for a blooming friendship. I’m content with where I’m at atm. July was fun, but I hope August will be even better!!

I’m really proud of myself. 💜

Good night.

b

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Think good thoughts.

This week has been a lot. Trying my best to stay positive despite the negativity!!!

Summer work is winding down and I’m looking forward to a lot these next few weeks. School is right around the corner too, but I will push through like I always do. I got this!!!

Shoe shopping has been fun, but Nordstrom let me down. Repurchased the shoe again, but I’m not sure if I’ll be successful.🤞

Baseball is back! ASG is always whack. Lol.

New music is keeping me on my feet. Also trying this new thing by not comparing myself to others. It does absolutely nothing for me!!! Keep shining, b. 💜💜💜

He told me some positive things last week and it’s made me smile, but I’m also shy now. 😂🥵

I hope I have a good time later! The music mix!!!

Kk time to sleep. Good night.

b

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Still in my head.

I’d like to be a rational adult about everything. Am I jumping to conclusions? Maybe. But like the universe gave me a sign. What else is there to see?!

Still bummed out. Music is calming me, but also making me super emo.

I just want Friday and Saturday to be over and done with honestly. I’ve been through worse. I can get through it!!! But I’ll have to face the music. Sighhh.

But first, baseball! I’m so ready. 🖤🧡

Good night.

b

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Life update.

  • Got to see Queen + Adam Lambert for the first time ever at Chase Center on 11/8 with my sibs! It was amazing. Still riding high. Freddie!!!! Queen forever. 👑
  • Trying to survive the semester. Just a few more weeks and I’m done! This week is absolutely testing me. 😫
  • The holidays are here, but it’s making me emo. Beari’s one year is coming up. We miss her so much.
  • Got a few things from the baggu x sandy liang collab. Lots of items sold out quickly!!!
  • Hoping to catch a Dubs game soon. They are playing horrendously as of late. Klay has a terrible slump.
  • It’s been raining and I’m not a fan.
  • MLB sucks for voting on the Las Vegas move for the A’s. A loss for the Bay Area! DISLIKE.
  • I plan to catch up on homework and sleep next week. So glad to have time off!!!

I’m tired. Time to ko. Good night!

b

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I love you, baseball.

Tuesday, August 15, 2023 was one of the best days ever! I won tickets to the Gotham Club via Twitter a few weeks back. I was anxious, but excited leading up to the big day!! It’s an exclusive space and I was grateful to be given the opportunity to see the ballpark from a different perspective. I shared the experience with my twin sis.

There’s a lot of history! From New York to San Francisco. I took as many pictures and videos as I could. Our first stop was batting practice. Our third base coach, Mark Hallberg handed me a ball! He was really cool. He asked, “Is it my lucky day or is it your lucky day?!” Both. Hahaha. We hung around for a good hour and then went inside to grab a bite to eat. Twin and I split a BLTA with fries. I ordered red wine and she had a Coke.

Watched the game from the secret area aka the out of town scoreboard. It was cool! Afterwards, we went to the game room. Such a neat area. We decided to play Pac-Man, darts, and bowling. Giants won that day, 7-0!!! I’m now 1-2 this season. Might attend another game or two. Not sure if we’ll get to the postseason, but🤞

Summer is winding down, but trying to make the most of these last few weeks! I’m stressed about life. The usual. Hope all will be okay! Just really glad to be working again.

Kk need to ko. Sweet dreams.

b

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