Category: 2024

Winter break.

Hi! Post Christmas blues. A lot going on in my head, but I can only control my thoughts so let’s do that moving into the new year!

I’ve been catching up on sleep, Animal Crossing, and catching up with friends, family, and coworkers. The weather has been decent. I really wanted to see The Nutcracker, but it’s so expensive!!! So never mind. 🥲

Went to Zen Yai today for lunch. It was good, until I saw hair. Ahh! I hate that. But the food was good so I can’t complain.

Caught up with a good friend via text. That made me smile! 🥰

My new shoes came in today! Wasn’t expecting them until next week. Yeahhh!

It’s really cold and I hate it. Get here already, spring!!! I still have travel plans for 2025. LFG.

Okay, I’m tired.

Good night. And happy weekend to all! 💜

b

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Can’t wait to be done. 😭

School is kicking my butt and I’m juggling two jobs at the same time. It will all get done, but I am exhausted!!!

Looking forward to finishing papers, projects, and my finals.

There’s something to look forward to hopefully. 🙂‍↔️ We got to chat. I’ll remind him. Lol.

Willy Adames is a Giant! Physical pending.🤞Traumatized after Carlos Correa tbh.

Anyway, time to ko! It’s my Friday. Yayyy. And Go Niners!!!!!

Good night.

b

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Four more weeks!

I’m so tired. Trying to hold myself accountable by eating more than one meal and trying to get sleep. Not working for me atm. 🥲

Looking forward to Sunday being over because that means I can sleep in on Monday!!! It’ll be a short week for me, but there’s still so much to do before the semester ends. Teaching has also been a lot but it’s so rewarding.

WCC later. Catch up with a friend. And the rest of my Saturday will be the usual. Hoping I see him. 😛

The rain has been a lot. It should clear up after Tuesday.

Dealt with really bad heartburn. I was in pain earlier. I’m okay now.

Well, time to sleep.

Good night.

b

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Yeah.

I need to start thinking with my head and not my heart. I’m a lover girl. He isn’t a lover boy. Lolll. Need to get over him. 🥲 It’ll be challenging, but I think it’s for the best.

I’m a mess.

At least I have my new camera. Got through my first teaching gig too! Proud of myself.

Doing my best to finish strong this semester. 💜

And please exercise your right to vote if you choose to tomorrow!!!

Byeee.

b

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Life lately.

I’ve been juggling work and school! The usual. I’m pretty exhausted, but I always push through. It’s been really nice the last few days. I’m content even if I’m tired. That guy has a lot to do with it. 🥰 Building on our friendship.

I got to watch football, catch up with a really good friend, and finished my midterms. Did the Lupus Walk too. I did it all!!! 💜

Baseball is annoying me right now. Go Yankees!!!

Hoping this week is decent. I know I’ll be tired again. Just gotta pace myself. Can’t believe Halloween is pretty much here!!! 🎃 Where did the year go?!!

I should probably sleep soon. I teach later.

Good night.

b

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juggling act.

hi! it’s me. juggling school and work. it’s a doozy, but i think i’m doing fairly well. i just need to focus on getting sleep. that’s been tough. energy levels have been depleted most of the week. i have my midterm on tuesday. more stuff to tend to come thursday & sunday.

had brunch with isay and matin! that made my morning. 🐰🍳🧇

got to leave work a little early since i had to catch griff! 🥰🌀 one of her demo tracks made me cry. it spoke to me. glad i did something nice for myself. decided to buy a dad cap from her merch stand. love it! live music is forever.

brunch.
griff. 🫶🏼
marquee.

had a late dinner and watched music videos with the twin. good times!

also got to see him yesterday which was nice. got him and mel ube horchatas. i’m so clutch! plus it was really hot. 🥵 heat wave is pretty much done in the city. i’ll miss you, summer.

time to ko! long day ahead of me. oh man. throw me a bone, universe.

good night. 💜

b

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🖤🧡 x 💚💛

Yesterday’s hang out was a lot of fun! I got confirmation. 🥰 Nerves were there initially, but I was able to calm down once we got to the yard. We were running a little late, but that’s okay. I forgive him! 😆

We got chicken lumpia, dole whips, a spicy chicken sandwich, and a Coke. Good food and great company! I always told myself to take a risk. I was quite scared in 22/23. I was dealing with a lot mentally. Things changed for me in 23/24!

I’d like to believe this is a start for a blooming friendship. I’m content with where I’m at atm. July was fun, but I hope August will be even better!!

I’m really proud of myself. 💜

Good night.

b

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Think good thoughts.

This week has been a lot. Trying my best to stay positive despite the negativity!!!

Summer work is winding down and I’m looking forward to a lot these next few weeks. School is right around the corner too, but I will push through like I always do. I got this!!!

Shoe shopping has been fun, but Nordstrom let me down. Repurchased the shoe again, but I’m not sure if I’ll be successful.🤞

Baseball is back! ASG is always whack. Lol.

New music is keeping me on my feet. Also trying this new thing by not comparing myself to others. It does absolutely nothing for me!!! Keep shining, b. 💜💜💜

He told me some positive things last week and it’s made me smile, but I’m also shy now. 😂🥵

I hope I have a good time later! The music mix!!!

Kk time to sleep. Good night.

b

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🥲

I’m too kind. I’m too accommodating. And when I say I don’t care, I actually do.

I try to create boundaries and I can’t.

What is wrong with me?!!

Time to call it a night. I’m overthinking, being insecure, and these jealous feelings are coming out again. I don’t like the person that I am right now.

Sweet dreams.

b

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