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Overwhelmed.

I just finished midterms and I’m feeling it. I’m tired and a bit all over the place.

I feel disrespected, not considered, and just distant. Am I too much? I’m so kind to everyone. It’s hard giving all of my energy away and nothing comes back. I don’t ever expect anything. But it would be nice to be pleasantly surprised one of these days.

I don’t feel good about myself. I’m very insecure right now. I’m irritable. I’m angry. I’m frustrated. All these not good feelings.

I just drank boba too. So I’m tired, but I can’t sleep. Not a very good idea by me.

I need to let go. Just let go! I don’t need closure. Just walk away.

I hope things get better. 💜

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February 2025.

It came and went, but thankfully it’s still Pisces season! I’m officially a year older and it’s been something already. I care too much and I continue to try. Which is great, but in this case I feel like it might be time to let go. 🥺

I was disappointed about last week, but things happen. Will they be proactive? Probably not. I do so much and nothing. It’s a little frustrating.

I need to start focusing on myself again. School is really challenging right now, but I’m doing my best. I’m juggling both jobs too.

It’s essential that I rest when I can and seek joy in the small things such as hanging out with friends. I’m looking forward to seeing them later!!!

It’s almost my Monday again. WTH?! 😭

I felt like last year’s birthday was better. Sighhh.

Time to ko. Good night! 💜

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I need to detach.

I’ve been saying this for quite some time now and I haven’t. I’m so, so stubborn.

But I didn’t get a reply back, so I’m going to leave it. Maybe get in touch with him on Friday? I keep initiating. He doesn’t. I’m tired. 😭

Finally practicing yoga again! Need to get stronger. Also doing core work. I’m pretty sore, but it’ll be worth it. Taking day time walks now too. Night time walks are fun, but too many critters out and about. No thanks!

Need to declutter my space. I also got laundry done yesterday!! Proud of me. No one was around. It was really peaceful. 🫧

My goals for this week: getting my mind right! My diet too. Back on the yogurt hype. Haha. Non-dairy!!

SZA has been on repeat. Love her so much!!

Well, time to call it a night.

Later!!

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Happy 2025!

Hope everyone’s January is off to a nice start. I’m dealing with terrible anxiety, overthinking, and just disappointed. Not sure how much of the story is made up in my head and what’s actually fact. I hate everything right now! 😤 I’m trying to be rational. But it’s hard.

Holiday break came and went. Back to work this week. Also trying to figure out if I should stay enrolled this semester or take a break.

Niners season ends today. I’ll miss them, but get right for the fall!

Trying to read more and I’ve been watching a lot of movies with my sister. It’s fun!

Doing my best to curb shopping and buying new things that I don’t need. Also need to revamp my closet space.

Planning an international vacay too! LFG.

Good night.

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Winter break.

Hi! Post Christmas blues. A lot going on in my head, but I can only control my thoughts so let’s do that moving into the new year!

I’ve been catching up on sleep, Animal Crossing, and catching up with friends, family, and coworkers. The weather has been decent. I really wanted to see The Nutcracker, but it’s so expensive!!! So never mind. 🥲

Went to Zen Yai today for lunch. It was good, until I saw hair. Ahh! I hate that. But the food was good so I can’t complain.

Caught up with a good friend via text. That made me smile! 🥰

My new shoes came in today! Wasn’t expecting them until next week. Yeahhh!

It’s really cold and I hate it. Get here already, spring!!! I still have travel plans for 2025. LFG.

Okay, I’m tired.

Good night. And happy weekend to all! 💜

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Can’t wait to be done. 😭

School is kicking my butt and I’m juggling two jobs at the same time. It will all get done, but I am exhausted!!!

Looking forward to finishing papers, projects, and my finals.

There’s something to look forward to hopefully. 🙂‍↔️ We got to chat. I’ll remind him. Lol.

Willy Adames is a Giant! Physical pending.🤞Traumatized after Carlos Correa tbh.

Anyway, time to ko! It’s my Friday. Yayyy. And Go Niners!!!!!

Good night.

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Four more weeks!

I’m so tired. Trying to hold myself accountable by eating more than one meal and trying to get sleep. Not working for me atm. 🥲

Looking forward to Sunday being over because that means I can sleep in on Monday!!! It’ll be a short week for me, but there’s still so much to do before the semester ends. Teaching has also been a lot but it’s so rewarding.

WCC later. Catch up with a friend. And the rest of my Saturday will be the usual. Hoping I see him. 😛

The rain has been a lot. It should clear up after Tuesday.

Dealt with really bad heartburn. I was in pain earlier. I’m okay now.

Well, time to sleep.

Good night.

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Yeah.

I need to start thinking with my head and not my heart. I’m a lover girl. He isn’t a lover boy. Lolll. Need to get over him. 🥲 It’ll be challenging, but I think it’s for the best.

I’m a mess.

At least I have my new camera. Got through my first teaching gig too! Proud of myself.

Doing my best to finish strong this semester. 💜

And please exercise your right to vote if you choose to tomorrow!!!

Byeee.

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Life lately.

I’ve been juggling work and school! The usual. I’m pretty exhausted, but I always push through. It’s been really nice the last few days. I’m content even if I’m tired. That guy has a lot to do with it. 🥰 Building on our friendship.

I got to watch football, catch up with a really good friend, and finished my midterms. Did the Lupus Walk too. I did it all!!! 💜

Baseball is annoying me right now. Go Yankees!!!

Hoping this week is decent. I know I’ll be tired again. Just gotta pace myself. Can’t believe Halloween is pretty much here!!! 🎃 Where did the year go?!!

I should probably sleep soon. I teach later.

Good night.

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