Day 194.

My heart is broken, but it will be mended. I’d like to think I’m getting closer to the person I’m meant to be with eventually. It stings. It sucks. I’m overlooked yet again and it brings me back to my twenties. I sent him a text message for closure and I gained a new friend out of all of this. Will I ever get a happy ending? I don’t know. 😭

It’s exhausting going through the motions of dating. Just once – I’d like someone to finally pick me. That day will come, but for now, I’ll continue waiting. I’ll allow myself to feel my emotions and feelings. I can’t hold that back. It’ll take time.

I got to see my medical team. I missed them so much! I’ve been given the okay to return to work. PPE must be on at all times. I’ll be driving this time around. I got everything done. I’m feeling proud despite my sadness.

Animal Crossing update: I need to check my island. I lost track of time.

I must continue with my TEFL course. No distractions now, ya know? I guess you can say it was a Summer Love. Happy Fall! It’s a new season and I’m ready for the abundance of blessings. 🎃🍂

My crown was tilted. It’ll be affixed again. I’m powerful! 👸🏻👑 Family and friends are uplifting me. Thank you for your love and support. 💗

Hope y’all had a nice one. Take care!

Good night.

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