I’m relieved to be done! Sunday killed me. But hoping for the best. Maybe final grades will be calculated later?!
Looking forward to my summer. Let’s hope it’s just as eventful as last year’s. 🥰
Back to work, but it’s a short week. I’m looking forward to the weekend!!!
There’s so much running through my mind right now. I know everything will be okay. It has to be.
Anyway, time to sleep.
Good night.
b
It was a beautiful day in the city yesterday! I love the spring time. I decided to walk over to Dolores Park to enjoy the sunshine. I got a really nice tan.
Then I bought some snacks. Unfortunately, my bag of Cheetos split open. I was craving them too. Ugh! I’ll have to buy another bag elsewhere. 😤
School is winding down! Three more weeks. My final project is in the works. Hoping to catch up with a friend. They said it’s coming. 🤭 You better!!!
Anyway, planning to just rest up before work resumes on Wednesday.
Also I had some of the best poke in my life yesterday. Salmon FTW!!! 🍣
I’ll try to sleep soon. Good night!
b
I’ve come to this realization that I’m not a priority. Of course not. You’re not in a relationship. I’m always pushed to the side. An afterthought.
I give so much of myself. I’m done being nice and accommodating when I’m not even considered!!!
Boundaries. I must learn to keep them. I shouldn’t fold. Even with that person. They are not good for you.
Turn inwards. Also, baseball is not helping you atm.
Semester is almost done. Keep your eyes on the prize!!!
Good night. 💜
b
I just finished midterms and I’m feeling it. I’m tired and a bit all over the place.
I feel disrespected, not considered, and just distant. Am I too much? I’m so kind to everyone. It’s hard giving all of my energy away and nothing comes back. I don’t ever expect anything. But it would be nice to be pleasantly surprised one of these days.
I don’t feel good about myself. I’m very insecure right now. I’m irritable. I’m angry. I’m frustrated. All these not good feelings.
I just drank boba too. So I’m tired, but I can’t sleep. Not a very good idea by me.
I need to let go. Just let go! I don’t need closure. Just walk away.
I hope things get better. 💜
b
It came and went, but thankfully it’s still Pisces season! I’m officially a year older and it’s been something already. I care too much and I continue to try. Which is great, but in this case I feel like it might be time to let go. 🥺
I was disappointed about last week, but things happen. Will they be proactive? Probably not. I do so much and nothing. It’s a little frustrating.
I need to start focusing on myself again. School is really challenging right now, but I’m doing my best. I’m juggling both jobs too.
It’s essential that I rest when I can and seek joy in the small things such as hanging out with friends. I’m looking forward to seeing them later!!!
It’s almost my Monday again. WTH?! 😭
I felt like last year’s birthday was better. Sighhh.
Time to ko. Good night! 💜
b
I’ve been saying this for quite some time now and I haven’t. I’m so, so stubborn.
But I didn’t get a reply back, so I’m going to leave it. Maybe get in touch with him on Friday? I keep initiating. He doesn’t. I’m tired. 😭
Finally practicing yoga again! Need to get stronger. Also doing core work. I’m pretty sore, but it’ll be worth it. Taking day time walks now too. Night time walks are fun, but too many critters out and about. No thanks!
Need to declutter my space. I also got laundry done yesterday!! Proud of me. No one was around. It was really peaceful. 🫧
My goals for this week: getting my mind right! My diet too. Back on the yogurt hype. Haha. Non-dairy!!
SZA has been on repeat. Love her so much!!
Well, time to call it a night.
Later!!
b
We haven’t seen each other since 2018, so it was really nice to see Chloe today! One of the best pastry chefs that I know. 🍰🧁🥐
We met back in 2014. We’re grown now. Haha.
It’s officially the weekend and I have to work. Wahhh. I’ll be okay. Still tired.
Enjoy the weekend!
Good night. 💜
b
Hope everyone’s January is off to a nice start. I’m dealing with terrible anxiety, overthinking, and just disappointed. Not sure how much of the story is made up in my head and what’s actually fact. I hate everything right now! 😤 I’m trying to be rational. But it’s hard.
Holiday break came and went. Back to work this week. Also trying to figure out if I should stay enrolled this semester or take a break.
Niners season ends today. I’ll miss them, but get right for the fall!
Trying to read more and I’ve been watching a lot of movies with my sister. It’s fun!
Doing my best to curb shopping and buying new things that I don’t need. Also need to revamp my closet space.
Planning an international vacay too! LFG.
Good night.
b
Hi! Post Christmas blues. A lot going on in my head, but I can only control my thoughts so let’s do that moving into the new year!
I’ve been catching up on sleep, Animal Crossing, and catching up with friends, family, and coworkers. The weather has been decent. I really wanted to see The Nutcracker, but it’s so expensive!!! So never mind. 🥲
Went to Zen Yai today for lunch. It was good, until I saw hair. Ahh! I hate that. But the food was good so I can’t complain.
Caught up with a good friend via text. That made me smile! 🥰
My new shoes came in today! Wasn’t expecting them until next week. Yeahhh!
It’s really cold and I hate it. Get here already, spring!!! I still have travel plans for 2025. LFG.
Okay, I’m tired.
Good night. And happy weekend to all! 💜
b
School is kicking my butt and I’m juggling two jobs at the same time. It will all get done, but I am exhausted!!!
Looking forward to finishing papers, projects, and my finals.
There’s something to look forward to hopefully. 🙂↔️ We got to chat. I’ll remind him. Lol.
Willy Adames is a Giant! Physical pending.🤞Traumatized after Carlos Correa tbh.
Anyway, time to ko! It’s my Friday. Yayyy. And Go Niners!!!!!
Good night.
b
let me think. 