Farewell February.

I had a lot of hope and excitement in the beginning of the month! But of course, life happens.

Still isolating from school, work, and the fam. I resume normal activities in a few days! I hope I’m Covid negative soon. I’m restless. Yearning to be independent again. I’ll never take doing my laundry, making my own food, and running my own errands for granted.

Not the best start for 36, but that’s okay. Patience! I’m almost there. I can feel it.

Now I need to read and type up a reflection. Still slaying even when I’m not 100%. Still missing Beari a lot. ❤️🐻❤️

Good night and Go Dubs!

b

36! 🥳

Officially 36. And I tested positive for Covid on my bday. 😫 After avoiding it for 3 years! I was so proud of that. SMH. Retested today and I’m still positive. Sense of smell and taste are almost 100% and no fever! Hurrah. It’s just the cough and fatigue left. Please leave my body.

Isolating is tough! When everyone else is around and you’re stuck in your room. Hopefully just a few more days of this! I miss my routine and independence. Please send good thoughts and prayers. I ordered delivery – Korean food and boba to cheer me up. 😋

Good night.

b

Turning the page.

I did a lot of new and exciting things at 35! I traveled to Boston, went to a Warriors championship parade, attended live shows, and went back to school. With all the highs, there were lows.

I lost a big piece of myself when Beari passed away last year. It’s not the same without her, but honoring her memory in every way that I can.

I’m hopeful for 36! I plan to do more. And maybe I’ll even surprise myself. 😎

Good night.

b

Doozy.

I guess that sums up my week! I miss being on vacay. 🥺 I’m playing catch up, but I’m almost caught up. Countdown to my 36th Birthday! OMGGG. Where did the time go?!!!

Missing Beari a lot. My grief comes in waves. I think I dreamt of her yesterday, but I can’t fully remember. She’ll always be with me/us. This adjustment period is rough. We can’t just take in another dog. We’re gonna wait this one out since we have so much to do. I’ll be patient. I’ve got sights to see the world! I know she’d want that for us. Miss you so much, girl. ❤️🐻❤️

I’m off today, so I can finally sleep in a bit. But I’ve got errands to run later. I hope I’m productive!! Planning to just take it easy.

Well, I might watch another show or movie. Something to keep my mind off of things.

I miss football. Like a lot! 😩

Good night.

b

Back to reality.

I’m home from vacay and I already miss it! The food, the people, and the culture. The spirit of aloha is beautiful.

I cried yesterday thinking of Beari. It’s going on three months and I hate it! She was a beautiful dog. Missing her a lot these days. ❤️🐻❤️

Working later and I’m okay with it. Time to buckle down and focus on school too. Can it be spring already?! So over the winter. Bring me back to the humidity and 79 degree weather. 🌺

Well, I’m tired. Need to get as much rest as I can.

Good night.

b