I’ve come to this realization that I’m not a priority. Of course not. You’re not in a relationship. I’m always pushed to the side. An afterthought.
I give so much of myself. I’m done being nice and accommodating when I’m not even considered!!!
Boundaries. I must learn to keep them. I shouldn’t fold. Even with that person. They are not good for you.
Turn inwards. Also, baseball is not helping you atm.
Semester is almost done. Keep your eyes on the prize!!!
Good night. 💜
b
Yesterday’s hang out was a lot of fun! I got confirmation. 🥰 Nerves were there initially, but I was able to calm down once we got to the yard. We were running a little late, but that’s okay. I forgive him! 😆
We got chicken lumpia, dole whips, a spicy chicken sandwich, and a Coke. Good food and great company! I always told myself to take a risk. I was quite scared in 22/23. I was dealing with a lot mentally. Things changed for me in 23/24!
I’d like to believe this is a start for a blooming friendship. I’m content with where I’m at atm. July was fun, but I hope August will be even better!!
I’m really proud of myself. 💜
Good night.
b
This week has been a lot. Trying my best to stay positive despite the negativity!!!
Summer work is winding down and I’m looking forward to a lot these next few weeks. School is right around the corner too, but I will push through like I always do. I got this!!!
Shoe shopping has been fun, but Nordstrom let me down. Repurchased the shoe again, but I’m not sure if I’ll be successful.🤞
Baseball is back! ASG is always whack. Lol.
New music is keeping me on my feet. Also trying this new thing by not comparing myself to others. It does absolutely nothing for me!!! Keep shining, b. 💜💜💜
He told me some positive things last week and it’s made me smile, but I’m also shy now. 😂🥵
I hope I have a good time later! The music mix!!!
Kk time to sleep. Good night.
b
Thankful that most of CA is out of the drought. But this current weather pattern is too much. It’s officially spring and we’re still dealing with winter storms! Please make it stop. 😫
I had a good day yesterday. Finished our midterm group project, presented, and saw my lupus team. So very grateful for clinic! They’re my biggest cheerleaders. 💜🫶🏼 Felt good to be affirmed. Now I just need to own it!
Took a long nap, but I’m about to just ko. And all I ate were pastries. 🙃 Dealt with a bad case of heartburn too! Getting older is an adventure.
And congrats to Japan for winning the WBC! 🇯🇵⚾️
Well, this is good night! Byeee.
b
let me think. 