My week was busy, but fun! I attended back to back Giants games, tried out the new cheese tart spot at Westfield, rode the new Muni train again, and caught up with college friends! We got to watch Yuna together.
I’ve been in recovery mode. I’m doing my very best to bounce back. Hanging in there! There’s a lot going on, but I must stay resilient.
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I’m gonna switch this one up a bit. Anyway, I’m sleepy, but I can’t sleep. Not until I get this off of my chest.
Am I hard to love? Am I looking for love in all of the wrong places? Am I being proactive about love? Some of the many questions that go on in my anxiety filled mind.
I think I do my best to be my most genuine self and sometimes it still doesn’t feel enough. I feel like putting myself out there will just be disappointing every time. Am I not opening myself up enough? I have my reservations. I’ve been hurt in the past, so my walls are very high. I might’ve mentioned this in a previous entry. I easily am hurt when people disrespect me. At times, I feel like I’m not being taken seriously. On top of that, I’ve encountered people who pose as your wing person only to have them betray you. I understand that everyone isn’t the same, but that one incident stung. I really thought I could trust her. I revisit it a lot and I wish I could’ve done it differently. Instead of telling her that it was okay. Because it wasn’t.
In the words of Kylo Ren, “Let the past die.” Oh believe me, I’m trying.
Now I’m ready to sleep.
Good night.
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Family is not an important thing, it’s everything. -Michael J. Fox
There was a lot of reflection, processing, and crying this week. Grief is a part of life and everyone deals with it differently. Being with family during somber times is comforting.
Despite the sadness, I carried on with the rest of my week. We took Beari to the vet for her ultrasound, I finally rode one of the new Muni trains, and volunteered for another Growing Up Asian In America Ceremony at the Asian Art Museum. It’s always an empowering space.
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SPRING BREAK!!! 😀
What did I do all week? I slept in, stayed up, hung out, and kept up with my walking goals. I also volunteered. It was nice to have a week off.
I also went to the 51st Annual NCCBF (Northern California Cherry Blossom Festival) and reconnected with old friends. It was great! And the PHA Walk. YES!!
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The highlights of my week were attending TWO Giants games and the Glossier pop-up at Rhea’s Cafe! I got to spend time with Bianca and Loretta. Sister time is quality time. 🙂
I watched more baseball on TV. That’s a given! And it was the last week of work before spring break. Hurrah!
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What did I do this week? It was very laid back. I did a bit of shopping, finally ate hot Cheetos after an eternity, and watched a bunch of baseball.
I also took care of my dress measurements with the bride squad. So much fun! 🙂
Rain was in the forecast, so I wasn’t digging that much.
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It was a short (work) week for me! Time flew, but it was nice to have a few days off. The highlight of my week was catching up with college friends and meeting Blake. It’s been a while. So much laughter and jokes.
And of course, Easter! Spring is my favorite season. Baseball returns, longer days of sunshine, and sometimes less layers. LOL.
Photo credit to Dale for the featured image.
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I treated myself this week. I bought this bag that I’ve really wanted. Thanks, Madewell! 🙂
It was also a week full of awesome hang outs, Easter egg coloring, and self care days. I’m really looking forward to the next couple of months. I’m excited!
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This week was full of family get togethers! I love catching up with relatives. It was also a time of reflection.
There was coffee crunch cake, Filipino breakfast, and so much more! GREAT TIMES! Wonderful memories.
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AYCE KBBQ! Highlight of my week, really. 🙂 What else happened?
I found out that Glossier is coming to town! I was super excited. My news source was Loretta. YAY!!!
Pretty low key week and I’m okay with it.
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let me think. 