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Feeling sad.

Not sure where else to place this right now, but the title says it all.

Sadness. Sigh. You say you miss me, but then you push me away. I’m always a maybe. The backup. The option for later. And I’m done with that. I think that’s rude af. You want access to me, but you don’t want me.

Find someone else to play with. There were a lot of things I wanted to share with you.

I don’t think I’ll ever get closure and that’s okay.

Stepping away from my main socials bc I need space. Silence will help rn. He doesn’t care anyway. I’m the one feeling shitty. While he gets to live his life the way he wants to.

I miss him too, but I can’t keep betraying myself.

Good night. 💜

b

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juggling act.

hi! it’s me. juggling school and work. it’s a doozy, but i think i’m doing fairly well. i just need to focus on getting sleep. that’s been tough. energy levels have been depleted most of the week. i have my midterm on tuesday. more stuff to tend to come thursday & sunday.

had brunch with isay and matin! that made my morning. 🐰🍳🧇

got to leave work a little early since i had to catch griff! 🥰🌀 one of her demo tracks made me cry. it spoke to me. glad i did something nice for myself. decided to buy a dad cap from her merch stand. love it! live music is forever.

brunch.
griff. 🫶🏼
marquee.

had a late dinner and watched music videos with the twin. good times!

also got to see him yesterday which was nice. got him and mel ube horchatas. i’m so clutch! plus it was really hot. 🥵 heat wave is pretty much done in the city. i’ll miss you, summer.

time to ko! long day ahead of me. oh man. throw me a bone, universe.

good night. 💜

b

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🥲

I’m too kind. I’m too accommodating. And when I say I don’t care, I actually do.

I try to create boundaries and I can’t.

What is wrong with me?!!

Time to call it a night. I’m overthinking, being insecure, and these jealous feelings are coming out again. I don’t like the person that I am right now.

Sweet dreams.

b

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