Sigh.

I give so much of myself to others. It would be nice if that was reciprocated. I’ve been processing one friendship specifically. “If you don’t like me, just say that.” I gave them an out. 😭

I have other things on my mind, but it always goes back to this person.

It’s a new year and I honestly feel stuck. Maybe it’s because I still have a few days off. Might also be the rain.

My thoughts are ruminating and I hate that. I need to hit reset or something. I’m just a mess right now.

I’m ready to cry again. Ahh! The Niners loss isn’t helping. 😤

Good night.

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