I’m all over the place right now and processing a lot of feelings and emotions. It started a few days ago. I’m sitting with it, but I’m unsure what to do with myself.
I’m in need of a mental break from work and school. It’s coming, but I have a few more days! Can’t wait to be done with finals.
This year came and went. I was on survival mode the last few months: hospital stays + major surgery. As I’m trying to get back to my usual way of life, lots of changes have popped up. I’m feeling some type of way. 😭 Goodbyes are hard for me. I’ve never liked them.
So I’m in this weird place of trying to be okay with the change, still holding on, but I know it’s time to let go. 💔 It all feels rushed and I think I need to be okay with not getting proper closure.
I’m stubborn and I want it done my way, but we all know that’s not how life works!!! Yeah, I’m still processing.
I cried a few days ago because I was really sad. Now I feel okay, but I’m still sad. Sighhh.
I know I’ll be alright. It’s just going to take a bit of time.
That’s all I wanted to say. Good night.
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let me think. 