Yesterday was a long, but productive day! Had a doc appt and work. 💜
During my appt, I found myself getting teary eyed. I’ve been feeling a lot of emotions lately. It means it’s almost that time of month. 🥲 Anyway, I’ve been overthinking. This is all normal for me. Dealing with feelings annoys me. Do I like him more than he likes me? Probably. So I’m trying to create space, but it’s hard.
I’m not good with boundaries. It’s gonna take a lot of practice.
Life is very challenging right now. I feel like every year is tbh. I don’t want things to be this way anymore. How do I change it? Sighhh. I want to be happy truly. I just don’t know what that looks like right now.
I’m just really frustrated. I want things to be better. Change starts within.
Anyway, baseball is back today! Here’s to the second half of the season. GO GIANTS!!!!! 🖤🧡
I’ll try to sleep. Good night.
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let me think. 