Netflix kept me busy these last few hours. I’m still very anxious and stressed. 😩 I’m doing my best to breathe and think rationally.
Some other things on my mind are so trivial, but it mattered to me when I was a teenager. When I was young, I crushed hard. I think I still do that today. Anyway, I think I sought out a lot of validation from others. I was super insecure and I always felt like I wasn’t good enough. So do I revisit that or just let it go? I mean I definitely don’t need closure, but I just thought of this guy. To be young again??? Lol. I don’t know if I’d want to go back. I’m just in my head.
I’m pretty tired and I need to rest, but my mind is awake. Here’s hoping I knock out soon. Thanks for reading. Later!
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let me think. 