Got a signed es deluxe cd!!! Staying up because of the tea helped me out greatly. I’m so happy.
Okay, good night.
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Month: March 2025
Overwhelmed.
I just finished midterms and I’m feeling it. I’m tired and a bit all over the place.
I feel disrespected, not considered, and just distant. Am I too much? I’m so kind to everyone. It’s hard giving all of my energy away and nothing comes back. I don’t ever expect anything. But it would be nice to be pleasantly surprised one of these days.
I don’t feel good about myself. I’m very insecure right now. I’m irritable. I’m angry. I’m frustrated. All these not good feelings.
I just drank boba too. So I’m tired, but I can’t sleep. Not a very good idea by me.
I need to let go. Just let go! I don’t need closure. Just walk away.
I hope things get better. 💜
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February 2025.
It came and went, but thankfully it’s still Pisces season! I’m officially a year older and it’s been something already. I care too much and I continue to try. Which is great, but in this case I feel like it might be time to let go. 🥺
I was disappointed about last week, but things happen. Will they be proactive? Probably not. I do so much and nothing. It’s a little frustrating.
I need to start focusing on myself again. School is really challenging right now, but I’m doing my best. I’m juggling both jobs too.
It’s essential that I rest when I can and seek joy in the small things such as hanging out with friends. I’m looking forward to seeing them later!!!
It’s almost my Monday again. WTH?! ðŸ˜
I felt like last year’s birthday was better. Sighhh.
Time to ko. Good night! 💜
b
let me think. 