Category: 2026

Tired.

I don’t know if I can continue doing this to myself. Why do I run towards the chaos and dysfunction?

I give so much of myself. Friendships are a two-way street. I’m legit having a convo with myself. “He might be busy.” No, he doesn’t care. I’m done making excuses for people and their shitty behavior.

I’m so kind and caring. When will that energy return to me?!! 😭

I’m tired of carrying relationships. I always show up. No one can meet me halfway. Fucking exhausting.

Good luck, I guess. I don’t know what else to say. I’m sad.

Good night.

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Sigh.

I give so much of myself to others. It would be nice if that was reciprocated. I’ve been processing one friendship specifically. “If you don’t like me, just say that.” I gave them an out. 😭

I have other things on my mind, but it always goes back to this person.

It’s a new year and I honestly feel stuck. Maybe it’s because I still have a few days off. Might also be the rain.

My thoughts are ruminating and I hate that. I need to hit reset or something. I’m just a mess right now.

I’m ready to cry again. Ahh! The Niners loss isn’t helping. 😤

Good night.

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